…Without stepping on a rug with mud stained shoes – because some things I can legally talk about but shouldn’t. Mysterious I know. But while most of Portland has heard the latest, there’s so much more I haven’t mentioned. And a few things I finally got too frustrated to hide. Not that I feel like…

Sorry for the brevity of the post. But I have a simple idea and the context of the need is overwhelmingly obvious. Guns The interesting part of gun ownership – as a collection. Is many haven’t used their weapons, and hopefully won’t need their whole arsenal. They’re kept clean. Some even pride on dismantling them…

Adapted from “Game Over” a narrators perspective Once you identify a bullshitter you realize his tricks are paper thin. It’s spotting them in the first place that is difficult. But after that you quickly get used to them saying just enough and letting you fill in the details – those times they’re not taking the…

From “Game Over”. You don’t find hope, get a happy, glowing, perfect life, and move on with your existence blissfully unaware of the suffering of others. That’s not hope, that’s greed. That’s emptiness. And it will leave you in pain. You can’t find it in greeting cards, or sound bites from gurus. The truth runs…

From “Game Over” A narrators perspective. CN: Thoughts of suicide and a different angle on (non performed) self harm. If you experience the urges for the latter you may wish to read this anyway.  What Sylvanna came to understand is vindicating. And it just might help.   For this it’s worth knowing. Sylvanna’s heroic therapist…

From “Game Over” A narrators perspective. Time for me to borrow Mjollnir.[1] There are a lot of misunderstandings about what reactive abuse is, how it works, and how it can be recognized. Thus as we begin a  story with an  undercurrent of such filth I need to make it clear what exactly is going on…

Okay Caveat as some know I am going back to my pursuit of the Orthodox Christian church. But (Sorry Wicca but fuck off) Witchcraft is not a religion. The other gods exist and are chatty. But I only worship Allah. Thus this explanation I had sitting around still works. One of the things I found…

Yes I know it sound sexual, and with my suggestion that could prove interesting . But pretty frightening to the eyes! Here’s the idea. Animations has/is getting to the point getting maths to move it is getting easier – albeit done by a computer. Get the dimensions or whatever wrong, and whoops, please retake Calculus.…

Jesus is quoted as saying “Money is the root of all evil”. But what does that actually mean? Evil requires aide to work and the very real need for food can drag good men into evil acts. Money is a tool of communication. But boy does it communicate. I care, here land in this social…

From “Game Over” In the summer of 2003, I was hurrying my way up the News Steps in Edinburgh to a Job interview. The steep and long stairway tended to be quiet, but it was the quickest route from where I lived to C-Venues. And I didn’t mind a bit of clambering. Somewhere about half-way…