From “Game Over” A narrators perspective. Time for me to borrow Mjollnir.[1] There are a lot of misunderstandings about what reactive abuse is, how it works, and how it can be recognized. Thus as we begin a  story with an  undercurrent of such filth I need to make it clear what exactly is going on…

Okay Caveat as some know I am going back to my pursuit of the Orthodox Christian church. But (Sorry Wicca but fuck off) Witchcraft is not a religion. The other gods exist and are chatty. But I only worship Allah. Thus this explanation I had sitting around still works. One of the things I found…

Yes I know it sound sexual, and with my suggestion that could prove interesting . But pretty frightening to the eyes! Here’s the idea. Animations has/is getting to the point getting maths to move it is getting easier – albeit done by a computer. Get the dimensions or whatever wrong, and whoops, please retake Calculus.…

Jesus is quoted as saying “Money is the root of all evil”. But what does that actually mean? Evil requires aide to work and the very real need for food can drag good men into evil acts. Money is a tool of communication. But boy does it communicate. I care, here land in this social…

From “Game Over” In the summer of 2003, I was hurrying my way up the News Steps in Edinburgh to a Job interview. The steep and long stairway tended to be quiet, but it was the quickest route from where I lived to C-Venues. And I didn’t mind a bit of clambering. Somewhere about half-way…

It’s time to stop surfing the wave started in the sixties and swim with the other fishes. What the hell does that mean? Women’s suffrage in America started in 1848 with a meeting of the minds.  Women gathered and protested, built ships when men went to war, then bounced back into the iconical fifties, that were…

When we imagine heaven we tend to think of green open fields and a pleasant sky, maybe standing on fluffy white clouds, but most of us see green. This view is likely a hint into Al-Sama-Al-Danya the first level of heaven. This mental image is rooted in our psyches. Healthy green environments have food maybe…

Ha! I’m one. To talk! If this is a repeat sorry. I couldn’t find it and didn’t sleep last night. In general there are a few things we all want to know. How do we live? How do we ascend? How do I leave behind a world worth living in? Well there’s a one step…

Computer security has become such an issue I’ve been obsessed with looking for a solution. Bugs in Bluetooth aside, as I have an answer to that issue which requires variable frequencies and a lot of Geometry. I promise you eyes would glaze over. Short version? You can’t turn it off completely because you would never…

There are a lot of philosophies about healing from abuse. Step one always being get the fuck out of the abusive situation. Easier said than done I know, but also easier said than known to be done. Here’s what no one fucking told me ever. If someone is abusive get out, get out always, and…