“Why worry?” Oh I don’t know, climate change, terrorism, Moores Law, pick a problem there’s a lot to stress over and if you have the weight of the world on you that’s pretty fucking heavy. Just looking at cybersecurity news made me convinced what the world needed from me most was better security. That did…

Red flag city. I describe it in Game Over. Do they accept a hard “NO” without freaking out? No needling and wheedling, no temper tantrums and maybe not even trying to question and persuade? No they don’t? Fucking run like hell. But what if it’s worse. What if they seem incapable of understanding that you…

I’m having some trouble concentrating but recently found an additional career path to maybe writing fiction again. I had no idea I could learn and get ASL certified and “make bank”. But in time when my name rises on a list. Right now the goal is German audio. Maybe Japanese and Greek too. That’s what…

Well now. Here’s an interesting page to find you on. I used to think I was spared of this negative emotion. Well except for those jealous of me. It seemed illogical and out of place. We were different I didn’t compete I was in my own world and my own class. Why did that matter…

I experienced treatment from a woman so vile, so deeply evil, so relentless, so wrong and twisted, that it was a near spiritual instinct to hate her as I would, say, a demon. A real blazing pool of dark chaos climbing out of hell to piss on all that was sacred. She seemed to want…

Usually when we become depressed we become keenly aware of the darker emotions. Unless we have the kind of depression we don’t feel anything. Then they roil under a calm surface waiting to drag us down when we feel again – at least that’s how being numb feels. You almost don’t want to thaw out…

I had planned to put this off but am answering a request for help writing your own prayer. So I wrote a new short one for myself (and needed to) and teased out the structure involved. For this it’s useful to remember prayer is as good as meditation for elevating the consciousness and more accessible…

Oh good question, here’s another one. Do you need an answer? No really, do you? This is not some find your own meaning crap, or there is none, not even the eyes through which the universe sees itself. But Allah exists, the stars exist. So do we. The product of creating planets then micro-bacterial soup…

I mention the creed here because I used to recite it in place of prayer. If supplicating to the gods is not in your worldview please consider repeating this to yourself to elevate your energy whether you believe it a separate force within you, or purely emotion, it may help. Courage breeds Compassion Compassion generates…

Are you fucking serious? This is not “why” but “how”? Why is indeed important but we all fucking know why by the time we’re adults. From saving each other, to saving a sense of grace, it’s good to give so others can gain theirs back. What if it’s severe? Well intention does matter, as does…