Sylvanna Devlin

So tired I ate, recovered from falling asleep, then fell asleep. Now I’m too awake.

No selfie today, can’t be arsed

Here’s Tabitha instead.

P.s.

For the record:

I don’t drink

I don’t smoke

I can’t take weed.

While I could legitimately get the RX with fibromyalgia, not with Ehlers-Danlos syndrome so no opoids either.

Which means:

No narcotics

No benzodiazepines

Nothing particularly interesting

Screw doing any kind of illegal drug

And I was given fentanyl in the hospital. It was kind of meh. Worked enough I guess. But pain came right back when it wore off and it didn’t last that long.

I was a workaholic and wrote too much even when unable to do anything else. PTSD took care of that.

I used to emotionally eat but swapped such to Diet Coke. Thus that’s my bad habit. I drink too much soda.

I do have a bunch of moisturizers and some nail and feet stuff. Those last quite a while! So cost effective by comparison!

I have Tabitha, exercise, and meditation.

I’m so thrilling aren’t I?

Good thing Tabitha is a trained therapy cat who follows me around but gives me room to have a little cry before interrupting a gutting process.

People have tried to claim, hurt or cat-nap her since she became mine in 2023 when she was two.

I don’t fucking think so.

But now she has to come with me every time I leave and I have to bar the door when home!

I’m beginning to think even a quick dash to the mail is too long. While she usually is upset if I just step into the hall, it would be worse to be rush snatched!

Hope the dentist likes her.