I have welcomed the eyes of law enforcement for four years. Starting with an upload. Earlier this past year I at some point publicly announced I welcomed American intelligence services to watch my entire digital signature and they had permission to use said signature – including work. To stop and prevent criminal activity. I would…

Well. Contact. My left eye’s distance is fine so my right eye gets the adjustment. For reading – so I can still see well enough.

My brain: Let’s do the thing! Body: Na too tired. Let’s rest. Brain: Can’t rest. Bored. Body: Too bad! Brain: . . . Let’s rest.

There’s a “soundscape” I dubbed popcorn music because it made my brain feel like it was exploding into popcorn. It’s hard to describe any other way because it’s more than misfiring neurons. And for me it use to induce rage instantly. That I wouldn’t let out but dissipated when the sound stopped. Another frequency induced…

I know. That joke was terrible. Because the Portland skyline is bathed in the most beautiful light! But And this Thank goodness for AI that mostly ignores screens!

Better than instinct I suppose. So far the lingering communication lines has women obsessing over every crumb of potential gossip – particularly if it’s remotely about me. No matter how inaccurate. And men want to know why I’m obsessed with that topic and half the time it’s news to me that there’s something to be…

I wrote a book under my legal name. It was about my marriage, its demise, and the reactive abuse they used. I much longer ago had an ex who in more resent days became a consultant for intelligence services. Women loved him like they would a cult leader for reasons described in earlier posts. Reactive…

So… I’m okay Just exhausted. I feel as Tuckered out as Tabitha

Manipulation It’s the last weapon of mass population destruction and they’re getting away with small scale experiments. Manipulative individuals training for psychological operations. Who appear not to be able to take responsibility when caught so everyone wastes their breath listening the ways they were cruel. How they can lead to suicide. And what can they…

Sorry Forgot the “I’m breathing” selfie.