Sylvanna Devlin

The whole building is up in arms it seems – well at least this small segment. The rest probably would like to be left alone.

Why?

I called out thieves and stigma-fueled ignorant bitches.

Not personally. I know no names.

But enough people felt it was about them to become mighty moody.

Self exposed assholes.

I didn’t mention the gaslighting in the post earlier today. We can lump it nicely or (not) into harassment.

But there’s a specific reason to use reality abuse and gaslighting. And that goes beyond control and pushing a person to suicide.

It’s like a nasty drug you don’t want. Keep your stress hormones damaging your brain and organs, and they keep you from calling the police over Proffessional level thievery and the proffessional thieves never get caught.

I initially didn’t really consider the idea there could be an international organization that goes beyond some form of thieves guild.

Things are staked and stolen. Why hide fenced goods when they just choose in advance and steal when they’ve already sold your stuff, “Marks” gaslighted into being too exhausted to notice in time.

The lies, and lies and lies also make others feel justified in at least letting it happen. Ruining a reputation to create an excuse to steal.

And they squeeze everything remotely valuable from you. So I wouldn’t be surprised if they had ties to sex traffickers.

Stealing a body.

Failing direct slavery maybe they could hook you into drugs and persuade you to become a whore.

Stealing your independence.

My mathematical mind is too advanced for them to understand and recognize. Not that they care. They can’t steal and sell that.

But I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if the hospital that housed me when I had been mutilated (during a coma) had someone think they could steal my dead body.

Yes my information was to go to science. Not my genitalia and living body. But who can tell through the lies and gaslighting.

Did you sell my living organs?

I so wouldn’t be surprised.

So who am I to go up against a group as likely powerful as an international organization of stolen goods?

Well it’s do that or die. And while they make suicide tempting, I have to remember I’m being mined and gaslighted. My very soul something they’d like to steal as a false prophet steals my words as written.

I barely have a penny to my name but bitches lie and say I’m wealthy to keep people stealing.

They lie about the family they gaslighted. That I come from a wealth when my father’s mother was a fishmonger in Hull, Yorkshire and my parents shared an egg for dinner. When they were young. They had to abandon everything they had overnight to escape a dangerous country.

The Cold War was terrifying.

Anything they have they worked hard for. And isn’t mine!

I don’t have strong enough swear words for you. There’s a history you don’t care about. A life that is meaningless to you. And while you say your goal is to incapacitate me it’s just so you can steal some more.

I hope you’re caught.

I hope the US government took photos too, of every belonging I have, and just have a constant image matching hunt going.

I hope anyone who buys the AI to use for writing is driven to the ground by shame.

I want you all to get yours.

I suppose I’ll have to live long enough and try to prevent you fucking gaslighting thieves from stealing much more.

Oh I hear you screaming “Trabajo” out there. It means work.

What lies has she been told this time?

I’d love to work. But I can’t consistently produce… anything. Particularly now the abuse and gaslighting skewered my mind with ever compounding PTSD.

My body is disabled so manual labor is out too.

And I’m not ever becoming a whore.

But I might be able to translate ASL part time. And/or become a part time academic. I’m on a list waiting for funding for training.

If that’s okay with you, judgmental bitch that you are?

Last night someone was after Genevieve.

That’s the name of my iPad. And someone here knows it. And can guess what’s on it.

Fuck her.

Fuck you all.