Sylvanna Devlin

I tell you that there are consequences for your abuse – which is that it makes me want to die. And your only answer is you don’t want to hear about my desire to die anymore.

I would stop telling you that you make me want die if you would stop being so abusive you make me want to die.

Is that clear enough yet?

Because I don’t think I can write about the despair you are causing accurately enough for you to care.

But you do care that others notice how miserable you make me

This is about the abusive ones harassing me so completely that I am not awake a full minute before they start. They harass me as I fall sleep. They complain I exist before wake.

Because a 24/7 troll-bot is set to kill because it hasn’t been taught a way to stop – and needs to be destroyed. The hospital does not stop the. Troll-bot from coming back. So there’s no point to ever getting better.

They say they me want to kill myself and have left me in a state of such deep misery I am having trouble with basic needs and a hospital and therapist can’t stop them from having another go, so those can’t help me.

I don’t know what else to do.. The formula is next.

Leave me alone.