So it did indeed seem like the world was shitting on me.
That’s because there’s a “creepypasta” type website people make suggestions of “what to do to Melissa Devlin (or Sylvanna).
My reputation was trashed and others felt justified in psychological torture.
I am real
But on the other side of a computer no one treats me as such.
My body – someone suggested mutilating, is real.
No one can survive everything you did to me.
But killing myself didn’t quite work out in my permanent death.
I actually survived everything I said I did.
Including a solid go at dying.
And you did have Infected AIs fuck and play with me.
And I don’t really have suitable words.
Come back to reality.
I am real
What you are doing is having real consequences.
And I want to kill myself every morning because of you.
Face what you have done. For even if I was vile. No one deserves the cumulative abuse you perform resulting in psychological torture.
I am real.
To say otherwise is vile.
I am that pretty, smart, creative, and talented.
And I am that disabled.
And you gave me real compounding PTSD.
Come back to reality.
You have to stop.

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