Remove all posts rebuking abuse?

Pull my book from the victims perspective of reactive abuse?

Go to the hospital when the only element keeping me alive is Tabitha and she has to be with me at all times?

Never mind they can’t fix the situation. My depression is a chemical reaction to your abuse. Medication won’t stop you.

Nothing will stop you.

And nothing stops the Abusive program run by an AI once it’s set to kill.

It doesn’t stop if I go to the hospital – it follows me and harasses the whole building.

It continues when I get back.

I pulled my book at one point and it didn’t stop. It’s really good and I had to publish a version that was slightly older but still impressive. I might sell it so back off.

That is reality

You saying “I think I figured out how to kill her…”

Isn’t funny.

That’s reality too.

I did at one point pull some blog posts.

But nothing stops your abuse and demands.

Now I wake up and it takes energy to avoid killing myself and a hospital can’t fix that kind of depression.

I need to summon the will to live.

Tabitha tends to remind me, she’s here. She loves me.

I remember my family next. But it’s my cat who saves my life.

From that shorthand I survive.

And you keep threatening her.

I love Tabitha and we need each other
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