Sylvanna Devlin

I realize I’ve been unfair to my neighbors.

Even though I tried clearly to state not everyone was involved.

Those who did snipe were lied to so heavily, who knows what they heard and how reasonable it seemed.

I was lied to about them too.

Keeping me from the safety of support from some and burying me in a toxic environment.

Some people blew off my snapping as PTSD. Some knew I was harassed but believed the lies.

Okay. I understand the cumulative effect and lies told are the real issue. And otherwise good people object to my analysis.

Hopefully they understand they added to a painful situation, as I understand they probably had a good reason- based on the jail keepers lies. Not in an academic way of “do you get it now”. But to offer patience and understanding, f they too can see we were hurting each other.

I’m sorry I hurt you. I didn’t really understand the depths of the lies told about you, and to you.

I hope in time truth will out.

Meanwhile I hope we can escape our mutual abuser to be on friendlier terms.

Again. I’m sorry.