Sylvanna Devlin

(Three are coming out today. Hold your breath for an interesting journey)

It was pointed out that abusive people are sometimes powerful. Or at least sometimes have power over your temper.

Yes they can be. Yes they can.

They gain it by cracking the backs of the people they step on to attain and maintain their power.

I pointed out that those of us with cracked backs or PTSD from attempts tend to unify eventually so they’ll probably cause a war.

Being illiterate might do it too.

I suggested that as a potential unifying force, I was targeted. I wanted to bring people together but I’m proletariat – I had to be isolated and controlled.

The same individual agreed. That was why I was a continuous target.

I have decided to balance being the nicest person with occasional party repost if my comment is productive.

There’s the word I need to remember. Is this statement productive?

It doesn’t matter if anyone believes I already was the sweetest thing you didn’t want to piss off. That’s my goal. To get it back. So in time they will believe I’ve returned to my true nature.

Why is pissing me off an issue?

No one wants the truth bomb that follows when anger loosens my tongue.

Which means abusive arses will never stop because I will never stop trying to bring patience and understanding to the forefront.

Regret times I lost my wording but not the meaning of my words.

Which runs counter to their power.

So does my book that is a signpost to compassion the structure of true healing and growth

I know what to do.

It’s walking the walk I’m working on. But the whole idea is inconvenient for the power of abusive arses.

So it depends if they want a martyr or not.

I guess we’ll see if my will to be a squeaky wheel that brings others together is enough motivation for me to survive your attempts to silence me at all costs.

Those that say I’m the only one they are abusive to?

Thanks for making it crystal clear you’d rather I be a scapegoat than free to write as I will.

Even work not yet published.