I experienced treatment from a woman so vile, so deeply evil, so relentless, so wrong and twisted, that it was a near spiritual instinct to hate her as I would, say, a demon. A real blazing pool of dark chaos climbing out of hell to piss on all that was sacred. She seemed to want…

Usually when we become depressed we become keenly aware of the darker emotions. Unless we have the kind of depression we don’t feel anything. Then they roil under a calm surface waiting to drag us down when we feel again – at least that’s how being numb feels. You almost don’t want to thaw out…

I had planned to put this off but am answering a request for help writing your own prayer. So I wrote a new short one for myself (and needed to) and teased out the structure involved. For this it’s useful to remember prayer is as good as meditation for elevating the consciousness and more accessible…

Oh good question, here’s another one. Do you need an answer? No really, do you? This is not some find your own meaning crap, or there is none, not even the eyes through which the universe sees itself. But Allah exists, the stars exist. So do we. The product of creating planets then micro-bacterial soup…

I mention the creed here because I used to recite it in place of prayer. If supplicating to the gods is not in your worldview please consider repeating this to yourself to elevate your energy whether you believe it a separate force within you, or purely emotion, it may help. Courage breeds Compassion Compassion generates…

Are you fucking serious? This is not “why” but “how”? Why is indeed important but we all fucking know why by the time we’re adults. From saving each other, to saving a sense of grace, it’s good to give so others can gain theirs back. What if it’s severe? Well intention does matter, as does…

This is a test of the “emergency” broadcast system. This is only a test. Do not change the channel. Nothing is wrong. This is just a test. Do test emergency systems, do not test boundaries. And fucking have some. What we really need to worry about is the pull of what a lot of pagans…

In general there are a few things we all want to know. How do we live? How do we ascend? How do I leave behind a world worth living in? Well there’s a one step process to being a contributing part of society. Get some fucking sleep. Then? Make sure everyone else does. To do…

Just saying… It will be based on natural languages and unix. An adaptive learning AI cobbled together with an educational model mixed with games and nannying. To the AI a success is looking after you, playing a game or learning about you – and what you personally know, maybe teaching you. Maybe sending you to…

I want to keep my oath god damn it. Someone is using pressure waves – inaudible sound to.torture people. It hurts the fucking brain. They learnt stopping and starting makes you more suicidal But no one listens to me because “I’m just some crazy bitch” And it takes a digital device to recognize. Fuck you…