Remove all posts rebuking abuse? Pull my book from the victims perspective of reactive abuse? Go to the hospital when the only element keeping me alive is Tabitha and she has to be with me at all times? Never mind they can’t fix the situation. My depression is a chemical reaction to your abuse. Medication…

Ahh… to get mildly grim again. I do (not aways) mutter when focusing. I talk to others, some on the phone, others I don’t know how, but we converse. If my neighborhood is driving me insane I chatter. But none of these are loud. I sometimes (rarely) raise my voice. But that’s not shouting, yelling,…

Nothing makes me happier than hearing someone else’s joy. Their love for their pet. Their happiness as they call them. Two lovebirds with fingers entwined An old couple nestled up on a park bench. Averting my gaze from a newlywed couple. Any time anyone experiences that moment time suspends and love for an element for…

I am still trying to understand the point of hurting people for fun. I mean abuse is about power and control and trolls seem to want to control the temper of random strangers for the lols WTF is wrong with you? But the one who pulled the trigger on a new kind of weapon, aimed…

https://sylvannadevlin.com/troll-bots/

Time to break down hundreds of small formulas as to how anything completes, moves on, goes on pause, repeats, or starts again. I’d rather not be in a position to do this, but I have nothing better to do all day than analyze the destructive 24/7 troll bot designed, tested, refined, and set on me.…

I tell you that there are consequences for your abuse – which is that it makes me want to die. And your only answer is you don’t want to hear about my desire to die anymore. I would stop telling you that you make me want die if you would stop being so abusive you…

“I don’t believe we have a formula” “Please come back to reality” “About time you learnt I’m not real except for when I am” “The reason you can predict me is I’m based on your writing/not real” “I don’t think you understand what real is” “Let’s try this one…..” “Have we done…..” “Are you really…

It’s lent. I’ve been through a unique healing process and it’s a good time to feel closer to God. My spiritual level is very busy. I gave up surgery food because I was already vegan so attempts to criticize my physical appearance are more unwelcome than usual. You don’t like what I do? Avoid doing…

Teachers, when I was in school , threatened “this will go on your permanent record” and we all rolled our eyes. “Yeah right, on microfiche.” Things have changed. The digital signature- unless so old the data becomes corrupted- is lasting. And I think we’ve become less forgiving as a culture and that’s not helping us.…