If you are so unlucky as to have someone screw with your subconscious for the “LOL”s – or maybe something like whining “I don’t want to live next to you because you’re mentally ill” Thank you for audibly spying on me, building-mate I heard your voice trying to autofill my words and I’m done with…

Some are aware of the dangerous situation I’m in. Again being pushed and barbed and lied to and gaslighted – no need for baiting, she just wants my fury. Because with my PTSD that means my death. I would rather die than feel this ever again and she knows it. Only German has the right…

Everyone says to pick a book and stick to that. Fuck that noise. Sometimes you just can’t focus on the level. Be it refined, kinda there, well it’s written, hey I have these ideas and dialogue, hey I have this concept. So you swap around at the level you can concentrate on. That’s how I…

Without the extra padding of the story of how I figured this out. Brush off anyone who says plot wasn’t at least difficult to learn. Brush off the simplicity of the basis. Because even compelling true stories have it. And you might even think, “I could have told you that” Could you have then please?…

The depths of hell kind of rage? – Your blood boils and every wound is ripped open and your anger reaches into the depths of hell and pulls dark energy up into a torrent of righteous fury. Not demonic, no. Something older and more primordial. Fuck you, and not so kindly.

Practice using them. Some are harder to remember if you are not around someone who uses them. Practice is difficult without context. But if enby is a new word for you at least practice using “they”. It’s better than misgendering someone. Then you can practice any specific ones. I use a new set in my…

Without going into any personal fantasies. I have been a service dom in the past. I’m switch enough I suppose… I was taught a lot by my favorite cafe in San Francisco, wicked grounds. A kink cafe that was also considered a queer safe space. (That’s what it’s called for those not in the queer…

Rape is about power and control, with a man pleasing himself in the process. We forget that they’re enjoying themselves. And tend to only consider the psychological side. But ultimately they are entitled assholes who “want what they want” if you don’t recognize the saying, it might help to read a book once in a…

Writing about presumptius. Mental Rapists who feel entitled to suggest I brush my hair for my own selfie, on my own blog, taken in privacy, on my own phone. So here’s my current mood.

I don’t know what’s going on. To sum u:p: I’ve been really depressed but I finally made plans for my life to progress. I’m disabled but I think I can work as a part time ASL translator – I’m just on the waitlist for classes. I hope to move on to a BS in mathematics…