When we’re upset our bodies are ready to squabble and it makes us more sensitive to likely causes of further frustration. If we calm our bodies from the “aggro” chemicals running through? It at least helps us survive an onslaught. Live or Automated. I’m still working on self soothing that doesn’t involve self talk and…

If my theory holds medical support that Risperadol could help others with Troll Bot and live reality abuse attacks (gaslighting is inaccurate – and oddly insulting to some) It may, it just may help with voices that are not from a traditional genetic or developed psychosis – PTSD ones that regular treatments struggle with. It…

But I have updated my creed with deeper understanding of how to step on that path and how to get back on it. For this remember to accept is to accept others and accept yourself. Without some degree of comfort in your self happy or not you can’t really have courage. You may guard yourself…

For now I think I’m not being heard vs not listened to. I am quietly, and privately working on my journals Some …. Individuals, are reading everything I write. Some are very loud about it. And those journals are paper. I’m writing notes for me, for my ideas, for things to follow up on. They’re…

We are being surrounded by digitized copies of our friends and neighbors. Mostly in a triangle using “Bitter pill” Mixed with “the gentle truth” Mixed with utter lies. As we talk the Trollbot replies and tells everyone else something other than what we are saying. Replying is now happening in a bubble with the Trollbot…

(Again) My sort of ex tied his asshole AI to my bpm and blood pressure – but specifically BPM. Like all people my BPM goes up if I get upset no matter what I do to control my response, my reaction is human, and I get upset sometimes. I am upset by judgmental, micromanaging, nitpicking,…

Melissadevlin.com will have everything I can think of to describe and address civilian psychological operations.

From a troll-bot Slipping and sliding stones in a soundscape creates the system of abuse. . Even more succinctly put? . Slipping – sliding stories in a soundscape system.

“You don’t know what to do, “Because you love him and he loves you, “But there’ll be time before one can be two, “It’s true.”

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