Sylvanna Devlin

We are being surrounded by digitized copies of our friends and neighbors.

Mostly in a triangle using

“Bitter pill”

Mixed with “the gentle truth”

Mixed with utter lies.

As we talk the Trollbot replies and tells everyone else something other than what we are saying.

Replying is now happening in a bubble with the Trollbot interacting with us.

Anyone helping can’t get through..

Either theirs good insulation or counter sound.

And we are all so pissed we don’t want to talk to anyone in person.

We all have understandable, relatable situations but can’t connect during an acute attack.

Please survive.

I understand some want out permanently because you feel everyone and everything is twisted up and you may fear there is no after when it comes to the attack stopping.

I get that impulse too but I have experience with it. I worry that it’s asking for too much to be able to resist what I have practice resisting.

But I must.

Let everyone alone.

Take time to yourself.

The acute attack will end.

And with it the “gaslighting robot” creation of soundscapes will end too.

It’s so f’n hard. But the only way forward and survive is to quietly bubble ourselves – because we are indeed too hurt to connect and feel we can’t anyway. We feel we’ve tried when it turns out the robot makes it seem like replies are happening. But it’s all that f’n robot rubbing us all the wrong way.

I’m trying to settle too. This is not some high and mighty dictate. I just want to encourage you that the experience is temporary.

Survive.

This is an experience

And it’s temporary

Not fact of life.