I’ve lost track of the number of destructive periods these terrorists have put me through- all claiming to be new to the weapon. It wasn’t quite true anyway. Some had been at it quite a while. Backing off when I began to struggle with a deeper depression and a sense of being unable to bother…

Now we’ve established the insult cycle and my particular situation. Let’s go into the bots favorite insult. When I am actually able to avoid replying or even wanting to (as these days I do a better job until they are so incinderary “Have I finally broken your spirit.” Good grief it is a powerful attempt…

Just a sad selfie. (Literally)

I am fortunately not being talked to much, and am not muttering my writing I haven’t been tortured into a rant either. So it’s a gladly quiet day. I haven’t said anything against any specific individual.. But some insults do get blogged about. The most specific I get is a grumpy neighbor everyone finds grumpy.…

There are a few of perspectives to view insults from. – Not the light issues, or even the prods from reactive abuse. But ones that dig into your soul. There’s . The undeserving need for power and control | Insult | Attack on psyche | Effect can be cumulative | The need for defensive power.…

I last tried lent back in 2011. But my energy became difficult for me to handle. I gave up my pursuit of Christianity the night before Easter back then. Tricks and signs abounded. I had a guide to listen to. I’m better able to handle and use vast amounts of energy now – let the…

Lies and lies are being woven round the building. I’ve been sleeping while someone else’s tongue has been quite busy. I suppose the truth, which is every word I speak and write, was taking a nap too as far as she is concerned. Someone has tried every angle I presented here. Every piece. Just to…

And Trump supporters can torture or abandon their position. Refuse orders from a democratic leader- or refuse to protect someone the disagree with in their view. But this is still America and truth will out. Like the neighbor who threatened me, when I’m going to the doctor or dentist in a week or so is…

I’m still alive. But grumpy and want to be left alone with my cat. Here’s an awesome shot!

Having gone over malice in the previous post, let’s focus on the primary weapon of the cruel – lies. And the cognitive dysfunction they are from and cause. It’s part of a cycle we’re spiraling towards. To remind you, malice is bitterness and cognitive dysfunction mixed with sport. When it comes to the endless streams…