Now rumor reaches I have love for the individual who tried to annihilate me and get me to “obey” him – and kill myself. Me? Joshua Sonnikson? Him? I don’t think you understand. If he had planned anything it was to lure all my work into his possession. And then kill me As for me?…

I have updated my creed to be better rounded and give us all a starting point on that path I’m back at the beginning myself. The path before me, but intimidating. The end result potentially lonely as it’s already questioned if I really exist. For this: Knowledge of self is rooted in understanding one’s own…

The Joshua in Portland is (by word) not Joshua Sonnikson. By reputation whomever was dragged in to this is a sweetheart. We’ve probably not met Joshua Sonnikson belongs in an ankle bracelet and stole my digital signature, took credit for my work, maybe dabbled with some unsavory elements, and has stalked me since 2007 I…

And for once could do with makeup I have zits Lots of them. Makeup is irritating so selfie has to wait for an actual update! (I’m not in the hospital – just moody) Here’s Tabitha PS gaslighting and reality abuse are abusive and sometimes becomes torture. If modern disguising of details is that? I am…

I’m a tad upset Would like to be as quiet as possible. Hanging out with just my cat. No questions or conversations right now. Only respectful individuals offering help. People who want a bipolar style blow up hold their tongues. But a rumor has come to my attention. And I’m about to explode! If I…

I was told the abuse was “”because of Joshua” He was told it was “because of Sylvanna I was also told someone with the name Rana was involved. But I was also told Rana was a Rinpoche These were two different individuals named Rana but perception of one was manipulated. Till the Rinpoche was mixed…

This was about being a woman. Credit was taken for my contribution An any terrorists involved targeted me So now no one knows what I want to be. And sees me for a bitch someone tried to erase me rather than discuss it. Because I am a women, born a woman. Cis gendered but a…

I had an epic meltdown yesterday And without my sister? I don’t know how to return to my path. My meds can’t battle what occurred. And my meds could only handle so much. They were not enough to prevent destruction. And I need my sister. And she committed Suicide too recently. I feel incapacitated when…

As my iterations of writing have been used to train AI handling sensitive tasks and match linguistic patterns – as revealed by Joshua Sonnikson. And I have learned other countries are treating it a weird AI arms race? Legal outlines of offer of contract follow. Terms of copyright: The United States of America’s National Security…

It has been heard by myself and others a kill order has been placed on me by a government official. One with enough power to demand the death of an innocent women. And I’m being judged for further adding by telling you that, like others aren’t or something. But I’m thinking long term. Past all…