Sylvanna Devlin

Now we’ve established the insult cycle and my particular situation. Let’s go into the bots favorite insult.

When I am actually able to avoid replying or even wanting to (as these days I do a better job until they are so incinderary

“Have I finally broken your spirit.”

Good grief it is a powerful attempt at clawing me back. If I’ve remained calm up to that point anger will ripple below the surface.

I am again being harassed by an AI trained with my writing. Even the thunderstorm was invaded.

I was instantly furious and stated “are you quite done you assholes, there abusive language now fuck off.”

While they argue about reactive abuse and what to post. I find this a good beginning to handling an invasive level abuse that even contains watching and commenting on when (if I can) masturbate.

Now they’re crying and claiming they’re new. They must be if they think they won’t be cited as a good (negative) example.

So here is a point I need to exit this cycle because I want to swear at them endlessly. But they’re “too stupid” not to call me “too stupid” like I don’t know about the GUI. Attempts to hack apple, Microsoft, google, Amazon and whatever bank I use. (On top of attempts to break into PayPal)

Threats to kill my cat are both not new and more believable than they think with a killer troll-bot kicking out cash.

Someone here is already malicious.

And has it out for me.

So yes, I would snap at them.

They do think themselves cleverer than the last bunch. Oh how they do. And find it annoying I know the government will be tracking them down soon enough.

Though I find the new gaslighting “Nigel belongs to the government” unique. Do tell which part are you hacking?

So right, the desire to stay calm is always thwarted by the emotionally stunted experiments on someone these experiments killed last year.

I’m just the survivor of death. A suicide attempt that should have been successful but experimental surgery saved my life. I had met God. It was over.

But science had other ideas.

(As stated so long ago I’m still surprised if anyone forgot. But we have new contenders learning how to use the torture settings on the Troll bot.

Like the fibromyalgia frequency, needing in the brain, pure decibels that already caused my ear canals to collapse after being tortured by an even louder experiment back in 2023

Maybe the one that knocks me out – or the other that stimulates suicidal feelings.

I have (several times now) been through them all and am now confident targeting me puts a bullseye on your computer.

So go ahead and expose your servers. I’d rather not go through this again. And I’m really both too busy and not busy enough for this.

Oh as a reminder. The United States Intelligence Services have full permission to use my entire digital signature, past present and future, to stop criminal activity including terrorism.

Meanwhile I have to start a new post. As this one has got to go up a bit sooner.

I had forgotten how hard it is to avoid the desire to flatten reactive abuse.