Either you find it amusing to drive someone to suicide or you are that stupid. Which is it? Evil? Or a total fuckwit. So leaving aside all the negative and incorrect assumptions about being pushed over the edge to death. I have had my last nerve clawed at. Again. And my neighbor seems to think…

I am not called “the real” Sylvanna I am Sylvanna Devlin. The pen name of Melissa Devlin- it’s my public name. Some of my history, identity and ideas have been co-opted by “the real” Sylvanna. But at least, now she’s trashed my legal name, she’s admitted she’s someone else. I get very confused myself, she…

Apparently a few women (and only a few), didn’t get the memo that stigma isn’t going to fly anymore. I’m mentally ill and you don’t know what that means – particularly in me. Allow me to elucidate. Bipolar I is categorized by long periods of depression or mania and, untreated is usually only dangerous to…

At least until dawn. No not winter solstice – though that would have been appropriate. And not the Easter vigil But it felt like it. But truth will out and now, no one knows what. So some of us are up late wondering “what the fuck?” And this particular individual is exhausted after constantly checking…

TLDR Some individual seemed to incorrectly be summarizing and some asshole thinks mental illness means she can boss me around. Other than that. Fucking read the whole post before reacting. Once published. Things have changed since I wrote this. But I can’t be bothered to edit it. This was the situation this afternoon. From what…

So here we go. It’s been stigma the entire time I got hacked into a digital prison to avoid what might happen if I learned what happened to my writing. You read everything. You shat on everything. You stole my ideas – even character names. You programmed an AI to write like me because I’m…

Portland WTF is wrong with you? I mean I know this isn’t all of Portland but what the hell? People here are up in arms because I objected to them being abusive. They’re on the warpath. Time to lie to management and make up evidence. Time to harass the police and paramedics with false reports.…

Ahhh Oregon. You wild, wild, west you. This is about certain assholes, since it’s getting missed that most of the building probably wants to avoid coming to notice – and indeed have been quite nice. Just not everyone And for no fucking reason other than taking no shit. Heinous! Anyway… All the martial arts training…

The toxic dormitory style living continues wherein everyone listens in on my private conversations and comments on them afterwards. Earlier I went into the no-win scenario and have an even better example. I was literally lying down, my thoughts my own. No muttering. No ASL. No studying. Just trying to sort my feelings silently. Oh…

I have reached the point with my laundry that I am now wearing gym clothes. And as I have a few exercise skirts left I have still put it off! I fell asleep clothed again and when changing did the sniff test. The skirt was fine but another day would make it pretty darn ripe!…