All forms of abuse crosses boundaries. They’re key to psychological wellbeing. It also revels a level of disrespect it can at minimum generate constant anxiety and at the worst, entirely suppress personality. Boundaries define our interaction with the world. And thus differs in different cultures. Most are familiar with the different train rides in Tokyo…

I am that smart I am that talented I am that skilled And I am indeed in need of losing weight Which I am doing If I’m that pretty or not really depends on taste And I am being forced to change careers. My writing, as you know, my entire 32 years of iterations as…

This is a repeated attempt on my life. I can’t write an outline without being interfered with. I have dance and they already fucked over my music So I have dancing to their bullshit. They’ll find a way to ruin that. Because they want a dead body. Mine. All that I listed last post comes…

After everything I didn’t live through…. So less than a year now. Compounding my PTSD. What happened to my neighborhood wasn’t done by the same individual who trashed my reputation; credit score; prevented me from passing a background check for an apartment – or should my disabilities abate, work; prevented me from educational volunteering; stole…

So I’m not commenting on it. But Tweeter is putting words out saying they’re from what she “overheard”. Nope. Nothing to say really.

All this torture and torment is to drive you into a froth. Drive you insane so you kill each other, me, it doesn’t matter really as long as it’s divide and conquer worthy. She’d like to keep me corralled by fear of you – suspecting I’ll survive if SE Portland falls to riots. But that’s…

My reputation was of a lovey-dovey type – perpetually writing, charismatic and overall good natured. I don’t drink, smoke, do drugs, I would emotionally eat if I didn’t keep curbing it, I would write too much if my PTSD hadn’t scuppered that coping mechanism too. Music is hacked into. Exercise is a challenge right now.…

Is why truth serum’s aren’t used. My reply has to do with whatever I’m dreaming about. Neither one is particularly accurate, as Truth serums did exist – they put people into a weird dream state and got weird answers. That’s sleep for you. As a by the way. I’ve managed to stop muttering for the…

My face is drooping

The terrorists have claimed “behavior modification” is behind the torture and attempts to make the mind pliable are behind the constant low music you can feel if not hear. Our brains are not happy. Our moods unsettled without knowing why. And sometimes the “music” is just undulating white noise so it gets a pass as…