From “Game Over” A narrators perspective. (Don’t worry, this is, oddly uplifting).   The frequent minor issues of contention were so small compared to the abuse that he didn’t affect her. But to Toad every disagreement counted, even the ones that didn’t so much as raise a flicker of the brow. Or perhaps trying to…

Excerpt from “Game Over” a narrators perspective. We delved into many corners of the psyches involved in abuse. But at the time they were subtle, missed, indeed almost started again with a friend of six years – warned away the exact right day. Sylvanna really wanted to be able to provide you with a clear…

I published two waiting I thought I already published. Bit of an information overload.

(Because I can’t spell) I’m grieving. I don’t really want to explain over what. It will hopefully become clear in time. So I’m taking a break from any online presence, other than a daily picture to prove I’m alive and not in the hospital. Here we go.

…Without stepping on a rug with mud stained shoes – because some things I can legally talk about but shouldn’t. Mysterious I know. But while most of Portland has heard the latest, there’s so much more I haven’t mentioned. And a few things I finally got too frustrated to hide. Not that I feel like…

Sorry for the brevity of the post. But I have a simple idea and the context of the need is overwhelmingly obvious. Guns The interesting part of gun ownership – as a collection. Is many haven’t used their weapons, and hopefully won’t need their whole arsenal. They’re kept clean. Some even pride on dismantling them…

Adapted from “Game Over” a narrators perspective Once you identify a bullshitter you realize his tricks are paper thin. It’s spotting them in the first place that is difficult. But after that you quickly get used to them saying just enough and letting you fill in the details – those times they’re not taking the…

From “Game Over”. You don’t find hope, get a happy, glowing, perfect life, and move on with your existence blissfully unaware of the suffering of others. That’s not hope, that’s greed. That’s emptiness. And it will leave you in pain. You can’t find it in greeting cards, or sound bites from gurus. The truth runs…

From “Game Over” A narrators perspective. CN: Thoughts of suicide and a different angle on (non performed) self harm. If you experience the urges for the latter you may wish to read this anyway.  What Sylvanna came to understand is vindicating. And it just might help.   For this it’s worth knowing. Sylvanna’s heroic therapist…