I’m buying a journal with some basic questions to answer for myself. And it doesn’t matter how strange or even stupid the questions seem. Anyone who doesn’t understand why I feel like writing this down is lucky enough not to have ever had someone try to stamp out their personality. So my questions? Who am…

The evils of Nuerolinguistic programming require first making a mind mailable. Medication can do it overnight, depression for some, torture if one is so inclined, and an onslaught of abuse so psychologically twisted eventually cognitive function fucks off. The gray matter is open to manipulation. The cult after me tried since 2022 to break in,…

You can’t tell if you’re hot or cold, if you aren’t hungry, want comfort food, or could do with eating. If it’s morning or night becomes fluid and uncertain. What day is it again? Yes that can happen. And yes. Brainwave manipulation can even cause blackouts. This can’t continue.

Okay. I am a bit different. Met lots of people and had something in common with all of them – which is not normal! I can communicate to most people using their style and relate to their experiences And then explain that to someone else using that other persons perspective as my guide. Indeed the…

PS what can intense and strenuously performed conditioning do? While you are unconscious direct you to “part your legs” And you do. My conscious brain put a stop to it and the only way to try again is abuse and I lock my door. But it was done to me with the hopes to create…

Why women are involved is fairly straightforward. The leader is able to create a magnetic aura that convinces women he loves them more than the world. He stands close, his shoulders curl, his voice is gentle, and he is so skilled at manipulation he always says “the right thing” Women become convinced they are in…

No. It’s not losing everything- but that’s a close second. It’s after you’ve had a break. You can’t get back into it. You can’t settle down. And our fear whispers “I will never write again.” My mother advised just doing something else. I didnt quite get it and would have projects at various stages so…

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Once you’ve found a group that loves each other – even if it’s as a large family prone to arguments, it’s hard to be anywhere else. This world, this country, is particularly scary. And those wounded by the world cling to each other. But some manipulative leaders create wounds. Look at the way Trump manipulated…

Stop listening to rumors and gossip, lies there is evidence when it’s not possible. I have never assaulted anyone, groomed anyone, or been “inappropriate” with anyone. Do some critical thinking! This video? I assume my stalker chose someone pudgy to trick. Does she have hobbit like proportions? Does she have a 9 inch bust, waist,…