Sylvanna Devlin

The evils of Nuerolinguistic programming require first making a mind mailable.

Medication can do it overnight, depression for some, torture if one is so inclined, and an onslaught of abuse so psychologically twisted eventually cognitive function fucks off.

The gray matter is open to manipulation.

The cult after me tried since 2022 to break in, make it nigh impossible to think for myself. To need help and direction.

If I can’t think anymore the programming can begin to let the leader do all the thinking.

In all cases

The victim becomes a puppet. Their true personality suppressed to the point individuality is erased.

For most they succumb and function as directed. It’s done to make slaves think it’s willing. But it is by no means consensual. However their own desires and goals are erased and replaced with what they are told to want.

When the cult is getting close? First comes instructions failures. You look at the guide for a build. Even a recipe. And no matter how simple? You can’t follow it.

Your cognitive dysfunction is temporary but dangerous and can seem permanent if you can’t escape the abuse levied on you.

Finally you get to an inability to determine your own needs save thirst. And even then do you choose water or ginger beer? What is everyone else having?

Creeped out yet?

You should be.

I’m not sure what happens when the leader who did this is finally arrested. I don’t know what happens to cultlings so abused they don’t understand anything without very guided instructions.

They’re probably prone to infighting.

Because no one wants to feel stupid and no one wants to admit they just can’t remember who they are anymore.

I am of the impression women have been abused into taking on my history, my name, my goals, as the cult leader forced everyone to call themselves Sylvanna.

They then did whatever awful thing they had to in order to “prove their love”. Likely told “the real Sylvanna would do it”

Then they hunt for which is real.

Yuhoo Sylvanna Devlin would not do it. Thank you. I’m not in your cult. The history you’re dressed in is mine and you don’t value individuality and intelligence anymore – to the point you don’t recognize it.

But I was once manipulated and controlled by their leader and while he never tried to force me to break the law, he was unable to grasp that he would not be gaining power over me again.

The other women didn’t get that either.

Everything was my fault. They were so heavily abused because I wouldn’t obey their rules. Never mind I’m on no compound they were trying to create one.

Who knows how many members are trying to blend in with society. Some probably seem a little stupid. And you might wonder how they survived thus far.

Cognitive dysfunction is just that. And depression, abuse, torture, NLP, some medication and drugs, and intense peer pressure can all dull the wit.

What is needed is compassion and to be lead out of the dark.

Personally my brain needs to rewire now. Thank you. I will be putting the pegs in place. I need to have as little interference as possible.

But I am likely the only one who resisted this point four years and it’s likely other victims need help.

Please help them.

And give me some time

Also?

They may become suicidal as they wake to what has happened to them. As frustrating as it is. Please be gentle.

If this resonates and you need help? Please go to the emergency room. And if you can’t find the words for what happened to you, show them this post.

Your whole identity has been wiped. You may need help getting it back.

If they wish to contact someone for advice, the FBI has resources that are official, and I will give unofficial aide as I can. If they think it’s best not to seek anyone out who isn’t a professional? Please listen to them.