Still alive.
Have something slipping in my back that knocks me to the floor! So I have to use a wheelchair for anything other than in the apartment. And two hiking sticks around my studio.
Apart from whatever happened to my table. I’m mostly settled in. I love my studio!
Stalker issues had gone on pause.
But they’re back and… massive.
And good god the truth was very hard to comb out’
Right now I’m just trying to develop good habits. I has lost all of them! It takes time and practice to develop habits (I think the main idea is 27 days per habit)
Once I have habits we’ll see if I can actually follow a routine. (An organized collection of habits!)
I have a few other things to fix. My posture, etc so forth. So right now I’m a bit of a recluse.
Ah for a secure laptop so I can write again! I had gotten so depressed I felt like it was stamped out of me. But as it’s burnt into my soul, that had buggered off too!
I’m clawing my way from a dangerous day. (Which I care not to describe) but it was partially from a lot of dog piling and harassment as soon as I started to calm!
I became frothing mad!
And the next day suffered personal consequences for reaching that point.
Oh I had tried to dodge, deflect, warn, but that much needling with a lot of sleep deprivation? (We’re talking 24/7)
Anger was impossible to avoid.
And the next day was terrible.
Tabitha is okay. But a bit tired of my stalker too!
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