• I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    They started developing the Trollbot in 2022

    It became abusive July , 4 2023

    And it didn’t stop

    In 2024 it chased me, harassed me from hospital, hotel, sleeping in my car, a shelter, and a building that I became trapped in.

    In 2025 it worsened severely so.

    It went on pause when I had a suicide attempt that put me in a coma for 13 days.

    I was in the hospital 3 weeks

    The system was used after that but I also through most of it and just chatted with “the Professionals” who began to leave in droves because things moved around me and I was sweet and answered questions.

    In December 2025 the abuse began again. And I was trapped.

    I escaped the n July 2026

    But people power started ruining my stay at a hotel.

    In August I moved here.

    And it was perfect.

    Until the acute attacks began in September (about a week before my birthday which is the 20th)

    So that’s

    2023-2025

    Suicide break

    2025 – July 2026

    September 2026 till now.

    .

    No one can survive all that?

    I tried to kill myself last year

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    This about Election Day

    Currently

    Election Day

    Could you?

    Idk

    Leave me alone?

    Because this attack is about;

    Election Day

    Election Day

    Election Day

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    Neuro-Linguistic-Programming

    We are all suffering from the same intrusive thoughts.

    Suffering through dream manipulation that alone could kill us.

    And having close enough dreams as to start to think alike.

    They’re not from us

    But we all have them.

    Homogeny of thought that is dangerous.

    People doing “what they’re told”

    And anyone who doesn’t “step in line”

    A threat to the “fabric of society”

    The one they’re creating

    The hive.

    Just in time for Election Day.

    And

    A frequency sweep that knocks me out has been playing.

    For the past three days.

    I’ve lost 10 lbs in three days. An unhealthy amount in that time.

    But

    I couldn’t interfere.

    Brainwashing could continue all the while I had the danger of collapsing and my EDS collapsing my body.

    Because they long ago learnt how to knock me out.

    Complaints that it’s been six days are interesting.

    That’s the length of time there has been an acute attack.

    But the last three days sealed your fate as far as”behavior modification” is concerned

    And you’re calling it.

    Now the plan is to knock me out every once in a while, reinforce the brainwashing and take control.

    Control being the issue

    And Election Day

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    About twenty years ago ago x-boxes strung together created the processing power of a then capable supercomputer.

    So the software exists

    A hidden file on everyone’s computer?

    With a solid Bluetooth connection?

    And internet?

    Software just needs to be updated

    And we have a modern supercomputer

    You can’t completely turn off Bluetooth. So all the Google plays or whatever are then used.

    For digital terrorism

    By digital mercenaries.

    A team of cybersecurity engineers is really needed.

    But operating away from reach.

    I’m trying to develop a survival guide.

    They’re working on a virus for good.

    I’m a target

    And so are they.

    Could we?

    Idk

    Just do something different than killing each other?

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    Digital mercenary levels of attack

    Level I

    Prolonged attacks with psychological abuse that are constant and Trollbot!/hacking based with some social manipulation.

    Level II

    An acute attack that has suicide or oblivion as the goals, using the methods as described earlier.

    Level III

    Full deployment. All their capabilities. Manipulation and reality abuse.

    Invasion of our dreams

    Inducing intrusive thoughts

    Direct “whispering” of intrusive thoughts.

    Torture of multiple kinds.

    And leaves the the victims hostile to each other, trapped in their homes. And paranoid.. unable to use most coping methods- even sleep.

    I will work on a solution. If II survive. I’m not suicidal. But I am likely to be assassinated.

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    I n and out of sleep, too exhausted to eat. Too tired to handle the bullying and nastiness. Forced to endure torture we can’t hear but our brains can feel.

    This time it’s different.

    When all that is not enough.

    The dream manipulation training subtle enough to direct dreams unnoticed

    Small disasters about to happen

    Not nightmares, no.

    A small event we don’t fix.

    Because we jerk awake.

    Eventually we’re not getting enough sleep.

    Torture in itself. But so subtle as to be pass. A glass pan about to drop. Then we bolt awake.

    Small

    But constant..

    In and out we go. Till we no longer are clear on what we really did.

    Reality becomes malleable

    And we do.

    Vulnerable to brainwashing, conditioning, and the new “thought insertion” attack

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    Thanks to the manipulation of “inner dialogue” means what our brains perceive is often what we end up thinking about.

    Usually they feel strange, or even alien.

    But some seem benign.

    A new thin for me.

    As I think in images.

    An inner dialogue provided “Hey, Hyuna Kim cut me in”

    It’s a bit weird.

    But the Troll bot answered a question about.

    Hrm.

    It sounds ludicrous as I look at it.

    Our thoughts are being directed

    And it’s a bit chilling

    Those who have never had intrusive thoughts are having breakdowns.

    Those that are used to psychiatric sources are questioning our meds

    And somehow.

    We all believe the tollbooth is a mind reader.

    And we might even think we know what someone else is considering.

    As our inner dialogue used to contain snippets of our best guess as to their thoughts.

    It’s a confusing mess.

    My only advice is to learn about intrusive thoughts.

    And hang on

    A roller coaster just started.

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    They narrative flows

    But it has no ending

    There’s just something new.

    Woven in to stories that touch back on a similar ongoing story (stories)

    It could be 92 hours

    Or their onslaught of suggested images and “what to say” below our perceived audio but the brain responds to.

    Fights are tearing us apart

    But this time

    They cognitive abuse is combat level

    If we have a mercenary crew developing their technique on whole neighborhoods

    They have developed psych ops that are meant to be used for any purpose that pays well. Including military.

    Cognitive abuse is the goal

    This bullshit?

    Elimination and training

    And of course lots of samples of our voices

    Then practice twisting everyone up.

    And

    We can’t think straight.

    The onslaught of slippery broken narratives

    And destruction of our connections to each other

    And we can’t think straight

    We are headed for chaos and deployment of a mercenary crew.

    They already have a gig.

    Doing this to the NSA

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    No cotext

    Exciting angle isn’t it

    Btw It would take a super computer to accomplish the harassment of a neighborhood.

    From the Berkshire I just was threatened by.

    They have one.

  • I was a writer. Now I seek more to life.

    You need to know this so families can stay together.

    As sescribed previously, the Trollbot can trigger intrusive thoughts.

    And it’s getting scary.

    Intrusive thoughts are usually odd, out of place, without reason, sometimes the Trollbot even tries to insert racism.

    If they seem like they don’t belong to you?

    They don’t.

    Psychiatric causes can also be considered to force thoughts into you.

    Intrusive thoughts are not your own.

    But

    There is obsession. And it can feel invasive and linked to passion

    Invasive thought should be paid attention to. Your instincts are calling your focus.

    Pause over those. Consider if:

    You like them (annoying though they can be)

    If they feel rooted in you. Part of your soul we often feel invaded by our feelings. But it’s not the same.

    Obsession invades, unwelcome thoughts are intrusive

    Most invasions into our day come from our heart. Love usually. But it can be a warning at the back of your mind.

    And there we have how to cope.

    Love, fear, anxiety, anger, frustration…

    Etc

    Can all tickle the back of our mind.

    Trollbot intrusion seems in front of us.

    They feel different and your subconscious is not happy even if you’re unable to focus because cats

    You might be upset with obsession that does belong to you.

    But it’s yours.

    In the back of the brain not the front.

    Trollbot bullshit is in the front.

    You can learn “where the thought is”. But I’m already just like that so I don’t know how.

    Maybe meditation?

    The kind that lets thoughts just float through?

    Probably helpful in developing that skill.

    It’s difficult to start.

    Pencil crayons sound stupid and childish.

    That is if you’re not aware of all the adult books available.

    They’re actually quite wonderful

    And highly recommended by social workers developing your ability to return to the world.

    And psychiatric nurses.

    It helps you start meditation that has Freeform thoughts

    That’s hard to describe but plenty of books exist on that!

    It will help you recognize what’s yours and what doesn’t belong there.

    Remember there is intrusive thought. A psychiatric issue

    And invasive thought

    And emotion begging for attention

    You can get used to the difference. Particularly if you sense it in your brain. But I can adapt to any positive thinking style. I had a leg up.

    Intrusive

    Invasive.

    As a note. If the thoughts are of love? They’re likely yours.

    They go counter to the motivation behind the Trollbot.

    Love is inconvenient for hateful bastards.

    They want you cold and lifeless.

    Not working around lingering obsessive emotional energy.

    If it is of love?

    They are yours