It’s come to my attention that while there’s been a different set of gaslighting and reality abuse every weekend. The crux of the issue is the abuse itself.

The situation has a ring leader and bullies who are literally abusing me for the fun of it.

I have had to contact the police and the FBI over every criminal underworld they’ve seemed to drop me in and the only thing that made it all “logical” was they were trying to traffic me.

It’s worse. It’s just stigma and using existing technology “for fun”. The police can’t stop people from being awful. They can investigate and address crimes. But while bullying in Oregon is a criminal offense. They sneak by with clever lies and all forms of cognitive and emotional abuse. Less obvious, it exacerbates my PTSD.

I am still escaping to a hotel, scared to ever come back here. I have a brain tumor that at minimum needs monitoring, at the maximum will involve surgery and home care. I can’t do that here.

I had other ways I wanted to recover. But the abuse, while lacking meaning, was real.

And disguised hustling to use me up, steal everything from me. Years of dedicated writing to have my work “dumbed-down” to the lowest common denominator of reading levels and “put out there” by some talentless huckster.

The AI GUI? Makes hacking a breeze for her and existing terrorist technology is her goldmine while she twists and bends the truth

For everyone else it’s individuals “just having fun”.I’m just a “chew toy” to them

It made me all the more fearful for my life.

Now I, having actually died briefly from suicide, am tempted to go back to the ever present night. Because my life’s work, my whole meaning for being has been shat on too throughly.

And I could just let the tumor kill me in 3-4 years.

Or end it faster.

She sang out, using radio. “Do you promise? Kill yourself”

Yeah, okay. You abusive bitch, thief, liar, charlatan and con artist.

Since you’re so hungry to add murderer to your docket, I’ll be considering it more deeply than I already was

I’m so fed up with all of you.

The books?

Series;

The bookstore

The Immortal Empire

Legends of the Gods

The Chronicles of Elyan Sindal

The Sleeping Griffon

The War of the Realms

Single – so far

Loot

Small Champions

Catching Butterflies (children’s book)

All mine, some with a slightly different voice. I was on the verge of a prolific career when my stalker ruined my life.

And now some insignificant bitch has taken the vast career I was about to have and cashed in.

I might as well check out.

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