Sylvanna Devlin

I may be patient 0

Started with small blisters on tip of tongue.

Doctors said iron deficiency

My legs get sore at night

Doctors said it may be medication side effects.

It evolved to tiny bursting blisters on my tongue waking me at night.

I felt under the weather but I have fibromyalgia so I thought it possible my exhaustion and inability to move about related.

Today my body has erupted in a rash of small white clustered bumps similar to hives. And red splotchy marks – spread about a bit.

On the top of my foot, elbows, knees, forearms into hand. (Top)

They itch like mad.

My lips are swollen and slightly itchy.

The blisters are there but less so

Body ache down to the bone. Worse in legs and resists Gaberpentin

Throat seems dry.

And thank you.

I haven’t done anything sexual with another human being since May 2023.

It could be viral.

From top of foot

PS

Sniffles but slightly stuffed up

Filters help the rash be visible.

But haven’t been used

Download the original and try yourself

Looks like freckles but isn’t normally there. Particularly my eyelids

Eyelids are unusual

Update

My throat is closing a little and I’m beginning to cough from irritation in the back. My voice is just slightly squeaky

BP 148/101

12:16am

Some of the rash is going towards a dark brown – darker than my freckles. And new.

Much of the white globs are formed if the rash is scratched. Otherwise it just looks weird.

And itches!

Full body!

Hair included!

They are not that unlike the looks of a stinging nettle rash. Without a contact cause!

And I think they may be going down my throat.

No plants, bugs, chemicals, nothing unusual.

Yep.

Virus.

Midriff now included it is officially full body!

I’m pretty sure it’s traveling in my blood stream.

From what I can guess it could cause internal problems including in my brain!

It would also explain why my palm is now part of it.

It feels like my very veins are itchy!

To close?

Morning of Day 2 and the scary parts seem less severe. But my entire body – ears included. Is covered in waiting red splotches.

My tongue is sore and blistering

My legs hurt like hell, Don’t want to move, or stay still. I have to do one then the other.

I’m exhausted. And as I wake, getting itchy.

If you have any of these symptoms?

Stay inside and wait it out. We could avoid a very bad outbreak or at least reduce it.

Why does it matter if gave permission for the copyright of my Entire Digital signature to the United States of America National Security Agency?

To train and craft AI and use at their discretion for national security?

Non competition so it’s theirs entirely?

For as long as the have use for it?

Without bordering on territory I’d rather avoid.

Successful interaction with an AI takes a very clever interface to instruct. Learning AI can also glean quite a number of interesting patterns.

A digital signature going back to the 90’s, iteration upon iteration as I developed the craft and got good? Then very good?

Iterative saves of work completed or close? In the works?

My Data was very valuable.

Add in all the information psychological profiles and testing?

My work has Given the USA quite the leg up at for as getting going with linguistic needs. Patterns of patterns. And some interesting content.

What equivalent sizr and content matter can make it clear about the size and value of my digital signature?

It’s as if I was the sole owner of Adobe. All of it. All software and iterations of software.

And they want it.

Yes it is that big,.

Perhaps eventually it will be possible for the AI to develop some search strings on its own, to detect patterns and discover new ones. The automation of certain types of sensitive tasks could be beneficial

Starting September 2022

Tap-Tap Tap,Tap,Tap upstairs

On, Off – On, Off, On

The flags?

Planes

Trucking

Cars

Bluetooth

Hidden Viral AI

Gaslighting those who came close

“Spider”?

“Jackpot”

“Wrong boots”

“This is a national emergency”

December 23, 2026

Everyone could do with someone who can:

Understand

Relate

Communicate easily.

It needs not be romantic. That door just takes some wiggling.

Of those recently in my life; As I have loved and lost.

One rejected me, and I’m not sure why.

Another vanished never to know him.

And one in the way family loves: My Sister who committed suicide.

For the first two?

No pictures, no video, no messages, barely communication. Never met, and without knowledge of looks or of which the men named Ryan or Rana, they were – should those be their names.

Others?

In the past? Some that are sadly in the past.

Parents are supposed to.

And one or two of familial type bonds.

I’ve been annihilated and when that occurred before my sister reminded me of who I am, how strong emotionally I can be.

It’s happened quite a few times now

But I wouldn’t have recovered after my own serious try at dying, if it weren’t for my sister.

And she’s gone.

I haven’t closed my heart.

But at the moment I’m grieving.

Putting myself back together.

And grieving some more.

Time – all of those sayings.

Now rumor reaches I have love for the individual who tried to annihilate me and get me to “obey” him – and kill myself.

Me?

Joshua Sonnikson?

Him?

I don’t think you understand.

If he had planned anything it was to lure all my work into his possession.

And then kill me

As for me?

If forced into being able to have feelings?

If love it would be that of a stranger, for I will have no enemies.

But by goodness does it take work to have any regard for him at all.

I have updated my creed to be better rounded and give us all a starting point on that path

I’m back at the beginning myself. The path before me, but intimidating.

The end result potentially lonely as it’s already questioned if I really exist.

For this:

Knowledge of self is rooted in understanding one’s own personal culture:

.

Confidence requires Acceptance

Acceptance requires Knowledge of Self

Knowledge of Self leads to Courage

Courage breeds Compassion

Compassion generates Trust

Trust creates Respect

Respect will get you Loyalty

Loyalty must be managed by Wisdom

Wisdom requires Tenacity

Tenacity requires Hope

Hope will set you free.

The Joshua in Portland is (by word) not Joshua Sonnikson.

By reputation whomever was dragged in to this is a sweetheart.

We’ve probably not met

Joshua Sonnikson belongs in an ankle bracelet and stole my digital signature, took credit for my work, maybe dabbled with some unsavory elements, and has stalked me since 2007

I don’t know who dragged in the Portland one (or all of them) but the one several are upset about is too young to be Joshua Sonnikson

Joshua Sonnikson’s current address is in Lafayette, CA and involved in a mess that might not involve the popular version in Portland

(It was his parents house so I know where the dangerous one is. We’ll call him Rapture.

The asshole I dealt with (Rapture) was going by “Andrew Davidson” (different one than the well known leader)

He was anti transgender surgery – I don’t know if he was nasty about those not undergoing changes.

He had Swedish features and came from a wealthy Caucasian family.

I heard Rapture’s voice. I know he was at the center of those bullshit “games” that terrorized Portland. And the attempt to erase me.

We have “a past”. One from over 20 years ago.

I was abused, lied about, the subject of a character assassination that involved the worst of accusations – including passing of another person’s evidence as having me in it. When the bitch who was in it boils blood.

We’ll not go in to “Mary”

But some of us are still being swept up by someone. And we’ve all been saying “Joshua” or “Melissa” or Sylvanna” when it’s possible he would be an innocent bystander if it was not for Joshua Michael Sonnikson (about 44)

Joshua Sonnikson will be referred to as “Rapture” by me, if mentioned again.

Hopefully the one that shouldn’t be involved does indeed get left alone.

And for once could do with makeup

I have zits

Lots of them.

Makeup is irritating so selfie has to wait for an actual update!

(I’m not in the hospital – just moody)

Here’s Tabitha

PS gaslighting and reality abuse are abusive and sometimes becomes torture.

If modern disguising of details is that?

I am disappointed

It should be against the Geneva Convention

Not so normalized it’s mainstream

I’m a tad upset

Would like to be as quiet as possible.

Hanging out with just my cat.

No questions or conversations right now.

Only respectful individuals offering help. People who want a bipolar style blow up hold their tongues.

But a rumor has come to my attention.

And I’m about to explode!

If I understand current bullshit about this bullshit.

Some are trying to save face with stories of a game.

This was very real as in factual and supposed to be over. I can’t handle any more gaslighting from anyone.

No reality abuse

And no bullshit.

And I’m not the only one.

But

Currently some of the masses are saying “we’re just developing a game”

If that ends up getting swallowed?

And people start believing that?

I don’t want us to spend our days driving reality home.

And we want our BP to avoid the stress of being..

Upset.

It’s clarified that the “beta testers” were not supposed to be involved in real events

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But some thought it was a LARP and actually abused people- some of those involved in very sensitive matters

With very real consequences

Some have been fatal

I’m not coping with the idea other than a vague “if this then that”

If, in the future, some trollbot game really ends up developed around this bullshit?

Because doubling down happens.

Not that I consent to such

None of the actual facts involved.

Vs an AI trollbot on computer only

No broadcasting

No LARPing

It’s a modern style automated banter with Trollbots. Consensual only. Deletable if it isn’t liked. No real bullshit.

It would have AI battles only.

And the point is to “find the real Sylvanna (An Ai) and all the other (AI) Battles ends and say “that was not “the real Sylvanna”

(So assholes can save face)

And levels can exist

At the end

The AI named “The real Sylvanna Says”Thank you for rescuing me! Now please help the dragons”

(If they attack anyway)

Game “Sylvanna calls in the Dragons”

The games ends either way with a promise any sequel will have plenty of dragons!

And my suggestion it is entirely consensual, in a fictional environment.

And you get to be a Dragon or Mercenary

Again: No LARPing!

PS

If I’m going to survive the incoming bullshit from incoming inability to leave me be?

And the sheer audacity involved?

This post is how

I was told the abuse was “”because of Joshua”

He was told it was “because of Sylvanna

I was also told someone with the name Rana was involved. But I was also told Rana was a Rinpoche

These were two different individuals named Rana but perception of one was manipulated. Till the Rinpoche was mixed up the situation

I apologize that I didn’t understand the deception before making my own snap judgment.

Thus the last clarification

The abuse was all too real

My epic destruction was because of the abuse.

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P.S

Please don’t ask about this anymore.

I realized people are trying to just make me blow up.

It felt like people were trying to kill me.