I’m really not sure of writing this down. I’m not certain I want to communicate to the outside world ever again.
We went over how their nastiness, bullying, and abuse was killing me. And while at that point I no longer cared why. It does begin to get annoying.
You’re pretty sure my neighbors are nice to everyone else, but turned on me after the talk any fake evidence (which they haven’t seen thus might not exist).
The lies, the the theft, the hacking and harassment.
They do fit one theory.
It’s ludicrous but the only one I’ve got
First the background
One: I have some buried memories, some suppressed but not quite as bad. And a bunch waiting in the queue to be processed. Anything immediate gets dumped into the waiting tank and won’t hang on long.
With enough cognitive abuse “that long” is 3 seconds.
Two: a technique of gaslighting, abusing, and harassing someone to open up was tested on me by those developing their preferred use of the trollbot. Sometime in the first half of 2025x
I must have either been considered a safe target, because “it’s nothing serious” or…
Some assholes thought I was a terrorist.
Idk why. I fucking don’t. But it’s the only “logical” conclusion.”
Those suppressed memories must be a sign I’m a sleeper cell!
Now. Writers are often confused by “extra” attention. A relatively famous friend has it on his Facebook page:
“I’m a writer not a terrorist”
It’s usually online crap one needs to understand draws attention. Particularly searches.
My bookmarks include some interesting things that involve chemistry- which while not my strong suit is that of a character’s- if it was technically possible.
There are others, but that one used to be my favorite. Now? I think the vigilante will just get her knickers in a twist.
So they tortured me to “gain information”
(I think the intelligence services have that covered, thanks)
And the more I reveal of what I know and what I’ve figured out the more convinced she is that she’s some kind of Apex of intelligence and no one is smarter.
No human can figure that out! Not without an AI
Which is insulting
Yeahhh. She can’t imagine anyone cleverer than her.
So all of Academia just gets to roll their eyes now.
And she’s persuasive enough to have a coterie. And backing. Which we’ll leave alone.
What are the police supposed to do? Those things gaslighted in and out of perception do exist.
And probably would rather not involve herself.
And her motive is so stupid it would insult anyone normal by now.
But she’s probably doubling down on why it’s reasonable to think someone smarter is scarier.
As a side note on conditioning.
Does by that, she means fitness, health, reflexes or patience.
Or some such bullshit that explains certain bitchy behavior but makes it no less insulting.

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