Sylvanna Devlin

When it starts it’s just annoying. And you can try not to listen but you’ll hear it – they even hack into headphones. So part of you is paying attention and that part would like it to stick to a story.

Even if you can write it off as all bullshit your brain eventually screams for consistency – different times for different people in different moods.

They keep that up for 72 hours at the end of no sleep and either the sliding shells version or the alternate “the long whiz gone bad” will drive you insane.

Because I bet you anything the new trick is to slide around the truth enough then begin a very long narrative of reality abuse and gaslighting- 3 days long. And you pay attention because the sliding shells version was so bad so at least this is sort of consistent.

Till “oh whoops none of this is real”.

The rug is pulled out and sliding shells begin again.

These people aren’t some stupid bitch down the hall with a grudge.

These people are terrorists trying to cause mass suicide.

My problem isn’t an inveterate jellyfish not matured past high school unless she’s one of them.

My problem is:

TERRORISTS

Real ones. And we’re the hostages so we don’t get to know the agenda.

Mmm?

Mass suicide and mass “distracted driving” by force? Makes that gaslighting trollbot a weapon of mass destruction.

Are you with me yet honeys I live with?

While you upset me, not half as much as terrorists do and you’re helping them out by being so nasty.

Please don’t feed the owners of the gaslighting trollbots.

Mmm?

I’m already trying to survive pissing them off and the only conciliation I have it’s some other stupid arsehole who gaslighted my sister with her own work being moved around, deleted and changed.

Because anyone with mental illness was “fair game”

And that stupid arse just “didnt like her”

Murdering f’wit

No offense meant to those who would really like to put a bullet in me, but at least they have standards.

So if the peanut gallery could shove off and stop lying about me and abusing me, I’d appreciate it because I’m mighty suspicious you want to discredit the only survivor of this form of attack.

Mmm?

Now. Talk loudly, take benedryl to sleep, avoid the possibility they’ll switch to brainwashing attacks when oblivion looks unlikely. Distract yourself. Argue with strangers about “would you rather” silliness and nothing personal to anyone. Be kind to your loved ones and interrupt them as much as possible.

And watch out for “popcorn music” it makes you feel like popcorn is exploding in your brain, instantly causing rage – that stops as soon as that does.

No killing each other either, okay?

They’re trying to create a no win situation. You need other people to avoid killing yourself with oblivion but might want to avoid everyone if they switch tactics and induce rage. You can’t write it will be deleted in front of you.

Journal away if this is not stopped in time.

P..S.

This was created to duplicate the symptoms of mental illness by someone who experienced these as a result of her condition on a daily basis. She had to manage them. She likely forgot how extreme is it to experience these things on a daily basis.

I lived up the road from her and worried over incessantly.

She always seemed so sad.

Then a rash of burglaries hit us.

A cognitive scientist who developed a gaslighting trollbot to allow others to experience her life for five minutes.

A cyber security engineer away from the weekend.

And a world famous mathematician who specializes is set theory.

All on the same block of kind road.

All of us hit, all of us blaming one of the others.

None of them (or me) the actual terrorists.

As far as I can tell the AI hurting you really is called “Melissa”

Which is why I now go by Sylvanna.

Because I was the first victim and as far as I know lone survivor thus far.

And they find that annoying.