Sylvanna Devlin

Recently my energy exploded because I felt someone with the aura as potent as a Rinpoche had been born.

As much as I’ve been pushed to leadership I just wasn’t ready for?

I am not on the level of a Rinpoche

And I’m not able to be.

I am a spiritually inclined philosopher. At least I was

I could provide atheist friendly perspective that also be the spiritual structure to help someone if they seek actual spiritual guidance.

I am not as enlightened as a Rinpoche.

I’m not sure I could be.

So if it turns out I was rude to someone on par as a Rinpoche? That I had been manipulated into believing he was not one? That, blocked off as I am, I scolded someone else for saying they were?

I consider it basically like rebuking a living god. As the closest analogy I can think of.

I honestly not sure I should bother staying alive

I would apologize profusely if I knew he was real. But I’m not sure I can live with myself unless he forgives me.

I’m not exaggerating.

He is indeed that important.

He doesn’t need my approval. I need his.

I was once at least connected enough sensing a birth (probably along with others) would be something someone could see.

But as hard as I have tried to hold on

Now I am not