Suitably silenced. I must ask that if you wish to speak to me and have me pay attention it be in person. Because anything else might be baiting from a Troll-bot. Now it’s backed off I can never go through that again. Please be gentle right now I’m very fragile at this time. But please…

Things did indeed change. Since you asked for a picture:

I have been informed that there is someone who will lose her life if I do. Someone responsible for some of what happened. She can’t live with this impending guilt anymore. She promised that if I survived she would admit some of the lies about me. Tell the truth of what happened. And let me…

I’m having difficulty maintaining my cool and my soft center is getting burnt by the intensity of my replies. It’s not that they’re unwarranted. Just that pushing back twats is making me more miserable than baseline. But just absorbing it is too painful. As soon, the absolute instant, I sound like my mood is improving,…

Sooo… Time to breathe! It’s easy to focus on the negative. But don’t forget, I was dubbed, “The Happy Immigrant”. A very English response to what they would have seen as a smarmy love letter to America because my birth country is like that. But I’m American now. And we go in for that sort…

I do find it interesting, that in America the idea of refusing to be minimized means everyone believes my heart has turned to stone. Not quite. But really it’s none of your business.

I wake up every day wishing I hadn’t. I have to actively chose to live every day New medication might help. And I’m trying it. But my circumstances are such that your toll-bot was set to kill. You all (the ones harassing me) think you’re the center of the universe and have “just one thing”…

There are fears of loss related to our homes and loved ones but let’s go on my check list of the back of the psyche: Financial insecurity- haha yeah, try my history. I don’t recommend it. Abandonment – we’ll check it off but not go into details. Homelessness more specifically – le sigh. Are we…

I believe the soul has three parts. The energetic seed that moves on to the next life, like the candle to candle explanation of reincarnation. But the part that is the consciousness goes on to heaven. Probably not purgatory because that would be almost as bad as hell. But there are seven levels to heaven…

Your answer to my objection to your abuse, gaslighting, harassment, nit-picking, micromanaging, and reality abuse is to… Drag me out by the hair? Or because if I pointed out your hypocrisy one more time you would (as already promised) rob me blind and my response was: “Oh you would rob me blind would you? Like…