I tell you that there are consequences for your abuse – which is that it makes me want to die. And your only answer is you don’t want to hear about my desire to die anymore. I would stop telling you that you make me want die if you would stop being so abusive you…

“I don’t believe we have a formula” “Please come back to reality” “About time you learnt I’m not real except for when I am” “The reason you can predict me is I’m based on your writing/not real” “I don’t think you understand what real is” “Let’s try this one…..” “Have we done…..” “Are you really…

It’s lent. I’ve been through a unique healing process and it’s a good time to feel closer to God. My spiritual level is very busy. I gave up surgery food because I was already vegan so attempts to criticize my physical appearance are more unwelcome than usual. You don’t like what I do? Avoid doing…

Teachers, when I was in school , threatened “this will go on your permanent record” and we all rolled our eyes. “Yeah right, on microfiche.” Things have changed. The digital signature- unless so old the data becomes corrupted- is lasting. And I think we’ve become less forgiving as a culture and that’s not helping us.…

There’s a perception that we artists become territorial in the ideas of our art – at least before we release it to the world. And PhD students in particular get frustrated by the steam being chilled away from their sails (to mix and match metaphors) Academics can be mighty territorial too – at least in…

I have tried to be clear with every post, and near every word I say, most of the building isn’t even involved. That most are used their considerable strength holding themselves together after a rough patch and it’s unfair to ask them to get involved. That outsiders come in to trash me. And that if…

If you’ve been targeted, keep yourself focused on the present. Hold on tightly to who you are. The good you want to be in the world. It hurts to have been so welcomed and trusted and now rejected based on lies no one will tell us. Because they want to believe them and assume we…

Victims of a “divide and conquer” AI aren’t just chosen because they’ve already been victimized. Though American society can be so abusive all the “good ones” are already wounded. But they piled their whole payload onto me, whipping up locally abusive individuals with stigma and general assholaru. But they are being manipulated to and ends.…

Victim With abuse as prevalent in America it’s no surprise that Victims are frequently looked down upon. Wrong as that is. I didn’t want to admit to being one for a while after my divorce. It made me feel weak. That’s the wrong attitude to have. Victim I also, for a long time felt admitting…

I am not an aristocrat I am not bougosie I am a proletariat Not a plebeian. That’s the class order as being used. Please google them if popping them in order doesn’t jog your memory of being taught about the French Revolution. (By reports the word plebeian has too many conflicting results. As used by…