TLDR Some individual seemed to incorrectly be summarizing and some asshole thinks mental illness means she can boss me around. Other than that. Fucking read the whole post before reacting. Once published. Things have changed since I wrote this. But I can’t be bothered to edit it. This was the situation this afternoon. From what…

So here we go. It’s been stigma the entire time I got hacked into a digital prison to avoid what might happen if I learned what happened to my writing. You read everything. You shat on everything. You stole my ideas – even character names. You programmed an AI to write like me because I’m…

Portland WTF is wrong with you? I mean I know this isn’t all of Portland but what the hell? People here are up in arms because I objected to them being abusive. They’re on the warpath. Time to lie to management and make up evidence. Time to harass the police and paramedics with false reports.…

Ahhh Oregon. You wild, wild, west you. This is about certain assholes, since it’s getting missed that most of the building probably wants to avoid coming to notice – and indeed have been quite nice. Just not everyone And for no fucking reason other than taking no shit. Heinous! Anyway… All the martial arts training…

The toxic dormitory style living continues wherein everyone listens in on my private conversations and comments on them afterwards. Earlier I went into the no-win scenario and have an even better example. I was literally lying down, my thoughts my own. No muttering. No ASL. No studying. Just trying to sort my feelings silently. Oh…

I have reached the point with my laundry that I am now wearing gym clothes. And as I have a few exercise skirts left I have still put it off! I fell asleep clothed again and when changing did the sniff test. The skirt was fine but another day would make it pretty darn ripe!…

What is it about American culture that makes abuse so prevalent it’s normalized and goes unrecognized? Individuals snipe and prod but escape by saying “I’m just playing”. Yeah like a cat batting a mouse around before killing it. Wit, teasing, banter and flirting seem to have fallen out of favor and sardonic baiting is all…

If we understand all abuse is about control- including reality abuse. And gaslighting is about disguising abuse – so a sign someone wants control, how do we maintain kindness and gentle behavior without having to be a punching bag. I need to know. I’m close to giving up entirely. My cat came and reminded me…

There is often confusion about negative emotions. They make us feel bad just having them – which is also part of survival. Things that make you so angry you feel hatred are to be avoided! Anger is a fight response to fight, flight, freeze, or flee. You are under attack as far as your psyche…

Bullshit Peace