There’s this gaslighting too. If we move on to fembots I will worry.

Without going into specifics. I have regret and I need to. Even spells that are both a blessing and a curse can be complicated. And broken by the will and wishes of the one weaving words. But while I swore with them. No energy actually went to applying them. It was still too much and…

By the way This post has more details Check it out. It is indeed making me a bit nervous.

Without going too deeply why I am again approaching Christianity. Since I died and met God – in all his indescribable beauty. It seemed right to try again. With the church I feel closest to. With spring comes the idea of Repentance. And I certainly have plenty to need to pray for forgiveness. But there…

You log in to a website for a giggle at my expense. You arseholes. Invading my privacy for the “Lol”s Then, viola. You’re hacked. And it starts a cascade because the website is a “shiny” to I’m not able to provide the correct copy of the original because while true in wording it’s not playing…

Emotional Tai Chi is about calming the inner world under psychological duress. Why I need it is probably obvious by now. And while returning to my creed returned me to my soul there are other concepts that could help. Let R.E.A.L. C.U.F.F LinkS Have S.B.S.M Always R.S.S With P.M.H And hopefully some O.O. luck. The…

Not a bone in my body hated. I didn’t understand it. Didn’t really want to. I loved everyone and everything and that was to my detriment. I had experienced a fleeting moment before. A defensive spell that were the only words I could weave to be left alone by my abusive ex spouse. In a…

I’m not just exhausted of all your paid talking points. I’m angry on a level that is obscene. Too calm and ice cold to show. I want my death. Everything you have put me through is on my blog. Every lie told but one. That love lingers for this tired, twisted and tormented soul. Stop.…

Things had settled down. I was writing less, admittedly. But I didn’t have as much to comment on and had gone into recovery mode. Sigh. I’m being harassed by suggestions of what to say. Like the brainless behavior can be overlooked by copying my thoughts as I write them and pretending they’re hers. Proof hacking…