Induced paranoia is still paranoia. But sometimes what induces them might not be in the regular world at the present. It could be from the past triggered in the present – like mine. But I would argue those who are paranoid for “psychiatric” reasons. Probably are reasonable in context. Absolutely do not “snap your fingers”…

If it’s a google play used to harass me – and maybe listen in. I don’t know about that but it seems likely – then “hey google, tell everyone to fuck off”. Because that’s how you’re opening a channel to me. Something like a google play can easily be asked to do a task and…

I’m not sure I’ve mentioned the full capacity of the audio equipment to harass me and potentially the whole building. It’s probably fairly simple. A lot of google plays piggy backed on the internet of the affected individuals. That might be why kicking someone off my internet forced a good third of the potential google…

It was all supposed to settle down. Don’t go after the person tracking your every patten. But someone has soundbites from previous conversations. Some hurtful. Some controlling. Some the same old same old. I will be counting.

When I was in middle school a computer couldn’t recognize faces. Now I use mine to unlock my phone. So what seemed impossible for a. computer to track is likely something it can indeed do – with the right mathematics People have patterns, and patterns of patterns. Their vocal styles in the terms of vocabulary…

So… I’m about 75lbs overweight. My fat will help me shrink. As the number of cells we have is entirely static. But boy can they swell. If your mother or grandmother went through a period of hunger – you’re going to be born chubby. If your genes say “hey, we need coverage.” The number of…

If you are so unlucky as to have someone screw with your subconscious for the “LOL”s – or maybe something like whining “I don’t want to live next to you because you’re mentally ill” Thank you for audibly spying on me, building-mate I heard your voice trying to autofill my words and I’m done with…

Some are aware of the dangerous situation I’m in. Again being pushed and barbed and lied to and gaslighted – no need for baiting, she just wants my fury. Because with my PTSD that means my death. I would rather die than feel this ever again and she knows it. Only German has the right…

Everyone says to pick a book and stick to that. Fuck that noise. Sometimes you just can’t focus on the level. Be it refined, kinda there, well it’s written, hey I have these ideas and dialogue, hey I have this concept. So you swap around at the level you can concentrate on. That’s how I…

Without the extra padding of the story of how I figured this out. Brush off anyone who says plot wasn’t at least difficult to learn. Brush off the simplicity of the basis. Because even compelling true stories have it. And you might even think, “I could have told you that” Could you have then please?…