So I don’t have to keep pressing play. We’ve all heard your comments We’ve all heard how nasty I think you are. And in case not? And btw Also And And just so we’re clear To sum up. Maybe reality isn’t the issue. But maybe gaslighting is I no longer care why, I just want…

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I’ll pull through. I’m here still And I’ll pull through

The glasses hair thing is real Drop the glasses, fluff up the hair with fingers alone. There’s also the librarian look And the sexy librarian look No make up by the way. Since that came up No hair spray But desperate need for a hair wash! No photoshop No filters No whatever apple offers to…

Because the picture is so cool!

Okay. Silver here. Here’s the thing. Abuse is aggressive. It attacks the wounded and if not someone yet hurt they will drag them down. Anyone who has been abused shies away from the term – particularly as much as we have in the past (lost my marbles and don’t want them back)’ Anything but that.…

All forms of abuse crosses boundaries. They’re key to psychological wellbeing. It also revels a level of disrespect it can at minimum generate constant anxiety and at the worst, entirely suppress personality. Boundaries define our interaction with the world. And thus differs in different cultures. Most are familiar with the different train rides in Tokyo…

Leave me alone. It’s usually women, or the feminine side of my ex emanating the woman he was raised by and angry with. But I want to be left alone to calm down? It is not start talking again as soon as I go quiet. It is not follow me around trying to continue. It’s…

The bullies around here and around the world. Seem to think, now they’ve already shat on me so thoroughly, I deserve to be shat on some more. Either they’re: Trying to turn me. Are just that jealous. Know the truth and keep lying to everyone. Can’t admit they’ve already harmed me so thoroughly. And keep…

And unless you’re on the equivalent of a trained cardiac surgeon trying a brand new theory on someone who would die anyway. Fucking don’t. I was mutilated during that coma. My genitalia undergoing horrific changes. It hurts to masturbate even when the rest of the signals are positive. It’s an unpleasant mix. I’m not a…