So far those harassing me insert into a conversation with another and get a reply too – or are so nasty I say something back. Then they tell others they are “just talking to me” Constantly, 24-7 whether I’m sleeping or not they’re spiteful words use wounds another created, but they can get away with…

Entitlement is somewhat recognized. And it’s everywhere. Particularly if an individual wrongfully assumes someone else is better off because what few belongings they have left are nice but very old. I had a middle class life when I worked for Stanford. Even in the Bay Area the pay was really good. But I’m on disability…

I’ve had enough of reality abuse and gaslighting thank you. As any is too much, and women have been using this as a power tactic too long. Particularly with me. The amount of money poured into abusing me is ridiculous! It had to be terrorism. And it is. But what do they want? For me…

As the environment seems to ease I am examining what happened as events peter out – and I hope will soon draw to a close. Someone got the memo that baiting was considered bullying and creating wounds to dig into extra so. Striking with words usually ends in pain. And as you shield spots some…

Cumulative abuse is, as the name suggests, the result of groups attacking and abusing an individual or other group. Ganging up is very human but I’m in the United States, so I am commenting on toxic femininity here. Groups form for multiple reasons and in this situation we have a significant issue with “tallest poppy…

The difficult issue with untangling abuse in America is that no one, particularly men, want to feel as they are the Victim let alone be recognized as such. There is a tendency for nastiness to be levied by outside parties separate from the see-saw affect of blame in more private relations. Of course Victims don’t…

I have, as the article attests, been so gaslighted I didn’t know anything anymore. Perhaps another attempt at “Gaslight her to Death”. But I sank into and became Oblivion. I was not shattered I was submerged up and down in an entire disconnect from reality and any sense of self. Anyone else would have killed…

If you think of each field of study or work as having a curve between speed and understanding, intelligence is how easy you find either or both. Are you a quick thinker? Thoughtful about your work? Or yes, both. True genius is in having both about multiple spheres of interest. So while there may be…

A sudden and very necessary release of the spine between the shoulder blades does indeed improve circulation. I suppose home grown physical Therapy is working. But I was not expecting the incredible head rush that followed finally getting my back into place. The circulation started with a swelling feeling in the arms and fingers –…

I’m gathering myself together. Sort of. I’m exhausted all the time and either can’t sleep, have severe nightmares, or sleep all day – with severe nightmares. I have things I’d like to do. But have a serious case of the blahs.