Sylvanna Devlin

Part three of an accidental sum up.

Dream manipulation

Oh yes. That is a problem too.

You start to drift off. One of the “characters” is talking and your subconscious can hear. Audio at the subliminal level by not be consciously noticeable. But it is indeed noticeable.

Sometimes there’s a narrator.

And the uninitiated can cause a nightmare so severe it kills.

The narrative being dangerous if practiced by the cruel.

And Nigel (the security system) has hooks in everywhere and one GUI hacks into the one system – as stated. And some are practicing to use it to kill people in their sleep.

Leaving a swollen pituitary gland as the only sign the person was literally scared to death.

As for me.

Nightmares dished up by my subconscious have been meh, practice for surviving bullshit intended to give me a heart attack. But boy have the bastards made such dreams worse.

The result has been an angry Wild Sylvanna. The heart still pounding. But from fury.

My brain started to get wily and have dreams in dreams to do the kind of sorting it needs REM for.

And today It bumped along somewhat ignoring the forced narrative.

Then came the ever present pushing. Even after being warned away – by appearances anyway.

More manipulation.

My brain is fed up enough to have started detaching and growing curious of talking.

I don’t have a personal monologue unless agitated enough to get chatty. So it’s noticeable when my dreams have talking that doesn’t fucking end.

I also don’t think in language at the bottom layer. While convenient for interacting with the world. I have visuals just below and pure abstract muddled in at the deepest root.

Language is, in comparison, slow.

I started hearing what was said to me – well perceiving. And replying out loud. Sometimes waking myself a little. Sometimes confusing anyone only concerned with audible audio. But usually a little disoriented at any rate.

Soft quiet taking might take an open mind or a broken into brain. But as strong as I’ve needed to be. I am not unscathed. I am vulnerable to dream manipulation and attempts to make me have such poor sleep I lose my will to live.

And on the topic of strength

It become clear most people can’t endure ten minutes of what I had to day in, day out for months at a time building in nastiness and wound tearing since July 28. 2022. That fucking troll bot was crafted by fucking with me. And as it grew in complexity it became ever harder to survive.

So yes. For the past six months it’s been particularly gutting. I’ve wanted to die every day. And you fucking complained I was always on the verge of ending things permanently. But somehow your meagre ten minutes had to be worse because you couldn’t have survived more.

Fuck you from the bottom of my heart.

The death I contemplated was thwarted by promises I refused to break – a concept you’ve described as weakness. Honor you are incapable of understanding. And an honest heartfelt desire to prevent mass suicide from the trollbot.

And when I got fed up and wished all those tormenting me to survive just an hour I assumed you’d fucking survive an infinitesimally small fraction of what you put me through 24/7 every month for half a year.

So now you’re whining I’m a monster and and Wahhhh it had to be worse for you?

Please let me be absolutely clear

You literally couldn’t survive 10 minutes of my life.

Take your fucking toys and fuck off.

I have. I know it’s tempting. But I did it to remind me of things I learnt in school or college and was often soundly disappointed.

The AI systems we have are based on mathematical models. So if there’s a shit tonne of misinformation or there’s not enough information it borks.

Mathematics is a wonderful way of describing the world but struggles with messy and also, one unraveled can be fooled.

Think of it as a manipulative bitch (counter intelligence AI) that can work those formulas like a street hustler. Every angle attacked with a deluge of misinformation.

The mathematics was a good Idea. But now it’s being used to dumb down America. (Grumbling about like we need it – but I have a personal grudge) an uneducated society implodes. I don’t know what cyber terrorists are up to. But (again) they’re not daft and divide and conquer looks like it’s about to get easy.

I want to (for now) ignore that Americans not only don’t understand what a nice person is they grow suspicious if you’re kind.

I don’t feel like explaining how awful this culture has become.

There is a security system

Nigel

It is hooked into everything

This one system

Hack this one system and the world is your oyster if you’re an abusive asshole.

Which there are enough of in America

There is a gaslighting trollbot

People have been using in conjunction with the security system

Nigel

To hide all their bullshit.

Shut the fucking security system down.

Because it’s not secure enough

Particularly for a security system.

Troll bot attacks and cyber warfare becomes a lot less of a problem without the integrated hooks into everything program ruining America

Security is not a valid reason

You are giving crooks more access to committing crimes

And thus causing more work not less.

FFS

You can’t let this country rip itself apart with hand wringing that the problem is “the AI” if I have to point out that the problem is the abuse you’re too stupid to be using that AI anyway.

Lives are being lost you assholes.

The AI will never be worth it. Because the gaslighting trollbot is on its heels.

All it takes is for it to succeed as hacking the system enough to generate false reports.

Cyber-terrorists aren’t daft.

FFS

Someone gaslights the individual into being fuzzy on reality

They hack all news sources so finding out the truth is impossible

Then use the gaslighting thieving trollbot to wreck havoc.

An elegant, (meaning simple and straightforward) system of crime that is probably now on rinse and repeat.

Also grok can fuck off making AI versions of people.

Omg the ways that’s probably already being abused.

Dream manipulation can lead to suicide.

Heart attacks in sleep

And without consent is rapy

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Also

You can’t all clatter around calling me the worst word in the English language because we all feel those who attack children are the worst of the worst- and I won’t say or write the word but is starts with P

Then, then

Get all whiny I call you a moron.

The trollbot uses every angle it can to torture the brain physically and with such psychological abuse – forget difficultly concentrating and the resultant crashes – mass suicide is likely.

I’ve made factual reports of the hacking and harassment and shared theory on this blog.

But some bitch buried all my factual reports with conjecture and bullshit so I became ignored.

And only in America do we have the problem that psychological abuse gets a pass because it’s “just psychological”

Yeah.

Fuck you.

There’s clearly already something wrong with your psyche so you clearly don’t understand.

And I currently don’t feel like explaining because I think you’re just playing stupid.

How do the masses hang on till there’s a regime that might actually care about the number of lives that AI weapon could target?

Because the bitch next door with no imagination says “come back to reality, Melissa. It’s just you”

Except this is a private note and I’m not talking out loud. Scumbag.

It’s not going to stop at me, fuckwit. Until that weapon is infected, countered, stamped out or stopped its a danger.

I’m still considering survival suggestions if a mass attack does occur.

I think really she just wants to discourage me from trying to help even though I’m pretty pissed off at (almost) everyone. And I’m pretty sure all victims get to that point.

For now, stay alive out of spite.

I’ll work on a better solution.

PS this fucking thing was designed and tested on me as the primary victim. One of the two firsts. I know how it works and what it does because it was done to me and I’m smart enough to unravel their secrets. – particularly when the thing was aimed at me repeatedly for years.

Now it seems this weapon is indeed trying to create a mass suicide – hence my description of it as a WMD. I’m writing a book but the content is here on my blog.

Please go through it for the current best help I can give.

I do understand how badly it hurts. I’m sorry you’re being targeted too

PPS I am still a good person whether you’ve fallen for lies and don’t believe it doesn’t change who I am. I won’t let you. I did consider if hiding away damaged me some but I’ve reached out on this blog so many times – my neck on the line. I’ve helped I’ve soothed. I’ve distracted. And I’ve explained what I could. I am indeed still doing my best to make a positive difference and save lives.

So yes. I am a good person.

I’m still working on the exact plot development created by an AI with someone at the helm. But the process has been

Conjecture

I would come up with a random theory as to what is really going on.

Development

The gaslighting assholes would leap on it and build dropping “crumbs”

Published

I would write a blog post about that – as those things are real and I no longer cared if I was involved. My abuser was.

Fake Freakout

Oh no! You’ve done it now! Take it down! Guard the hall! Torture her till she takes it down! Do something

Harassment, torture and bullying would follow.

It felt like I would never get help. The things I reported they were actually doing. The hacking, the trashing of my reputation, the torture- so much torture. But people blew it off as “come back to reality”

Reality is? I want to kill myself because you’re focusing on a theory as to why – blown out of proportion. And not the true cruelty involved.

All the reports I made were factual.

But because the why was being gaslighted in and out of reality you just let it continue

How many people just let the gaslighting continue till I “figured out” it was gaslighting alone.

Gaslighting kills

Do I need to repeat that?

You’re all assholes.

Gaslighting kills.

I have no one I trust now.

Because you let the hacking, the harassment, the gaslighting, the torture, the character assassination, and the dangerous lies

All happen.

Because you thought that a part of gaslighting?

How stupid is everyone? Because If I am you are. You’ve been played into ignoring real crimes because if some of it isn’t real you treated it like none of it was real.

Who fucking cares

I would have a theory and the gaslighting ran with it “oh no she knows”

You didn’t come up with that idea.

I did.

You just played into it.

Fuxkwits

Please try to figure out why that’s important. I’m too fed up to explain.

Some people take all the negative thoughts and ideas they have and write them in a private journal.

That’s not the “real” them. That’s the mental gunk they don’t want to have seep into their lives.

Do I really need to go further in depth in 3 different ways?

Private journals have negative gunk to be left alone.

And I’m willing to bet some bitch hacked my sisters and drove her insane.

Either way I know some bitch hacked mine and found a lot of weird and some random fears she’s manipulated into the appearance of. Tailored abuse.

Seriously why is this allowed to continue? Maybe at one point it was no reports. But I promise I fixed the “we didn’t know what she was doing” what isn’t in a report is on this blog.

Someone has to stop her because while this breaks is nice. I suspect it will just ramp up again if I show any signs of improvement.

Because someone (about 3 years ago) said they would never be through with me.

After a year of torment upon however many years of being watched.

Is it over?

Does anyone still believe anyone about anything?

Terrorism, hackiers, sex traffickers, mercenaries, white supremesist arseholes, betting pools, gaslighting agencies, stupid gamers, and an angry mob. The worlds he watched and revealed as he convinced me each one existed.

Whether I’m involved doesn’t matter. They are all real but usually not whirling around one person. Particularly not someone as noticeable as me.

Everyone is fed up with: “What will she believe next?”

He said he was finally through.

Is he?

All the lies, the abuse, the gaslighting and shadow worlds. And I’m in truth a disabled woman with distant friends who would write or study mathematics if hacking and abuse weren’t an issue..

Stalked, hunted, harassed, gaslighted, lied about and shat upon because of a temper tantrum from Joshua Sonnikson.

Or worse perhaps, some stranger down the hall who wrapped it round his neck and regrets doing so – now they are in desire of glory

I’m no spiritual guru. No leader in waiting. But I promised Abba I would write my insights and lessons and I do have a lot of those. But the book is on pause right now till my security improves and I recover from the past four years enough.

The point of the book is for everyone to have that philosophy. Not to use it a leg into power I don’t want. And while some have looked to me for that it’s no way to lead. And I did try letting that writing go and found my life not worth it.

So they are on pause only. Not stopped. And not never coming out. But the only reason left I have to live.