Sadly we need laws passed to prevent the kind of prediction market leveled at me. I do have a constitutional right to privacy as part of the bill of rights. But the wealthy squirm out – it’s not their technology. Hacking is pretty illegal, a GUI doesn’t change that. Again wriggled out of the sight…

Last year, as my period surprised me, I heard commentary I was a biological woman. Blood was dripping down my leg, it wasn’t the first I’d heard of those confirming what they knew. “Yay Sylvanna!” I got the distinct impression of a private sports bar. Bets being exchanged as those who swore I was trans…

Did a lot of cleaning today. And am now exhausted!

I used to be sociable, well-liked. Easily loved and easy to love. I was kind and welcome everywhere. But things have changed. And my grief is compounded by stigma. People are scared of those with schizo-affective disorder. Even those with type PTSD which you can recover from . Ans those with mental illness fear becoming;…

I reviewed my most recent post. It sounds exactly like the typical crazy beliefs that the mentally ill succumb to. Particularly those with severe PTSD. Has the audio environment been real? The gaslighting was true. At what point did it stop? Do all these assholes saying “come back to reality” have a point? Obnoxious they…

I had been given a reason to live. A short work that had a grim topic but the need was there. The request was one I could answer. I would do it. I would write an unusual perspective. Everything settled down again. But rumbling was a Judge approved a warrant to just get it off…

The torture on me has been as up and downs as a whores drawers. That’s the saying. Isn’t Yorkshire a lovely. Without going in to what – after resisting torture. I blurted this morning. Gaslighting makes a person forget. But the experimental idea is that it makes you forget to hold steadfast. If you abuse…

Apparently people are being persuaded by nasty false evidence. Those who seem to be swayed may be all a computer. I don’t know. But I was beginning to get to the point I needed to talk to someone. 811 went to some digging company Project respond went to some guy. I haven’t tried calling 911…

I personally am waiting but not in some prophet on pause way. After some consideration I decided to take a back seat. I know I’ve been prodded and pushed to some form of leadership – usually spiritual. I’ve been nagged into a spiritual book and even as I leaned more to philosophy I expected to…

Should we time threat to reality? Sometime between 7:00 am and 8:30 am my nap was briefly disrupted by hearing my own voice talk to someone. I wasn’t talking in my sleep. It was the spoofed phone messages I thought were happening in 2024. So do I time before they drive me further into the…