As a note:
I have agreed to the terrorists terms 5 times and they didn’t stop. So I won’t be doing so again.
And:
Someone stole my identity and it sounds like she’s ruined my name because that kind of person is an arsehole.
Because she’s awful, you complain to me about things I haven’t said or done, or even know about.
Please take better care of the truth.
Whomever you’re reacting to isn’t me.
To continue:
I have also been lied about and shat on and had arseholes double down on abuse because they don’t want the truth to be that I’m a good person.
I am a good person.
You’ve tried reactive abuse to change perception.
I’m still a good person.
You complain you can’t all be wrong.
You can be. Because you believe lies and rumors. You are following a foul leader into the language of hell.
I escaped your reactive abuse and complained even if no one believed I was still good they wouldn’t give room for to become so again.
Reactive abuse doesn’t change the fundamental elements to who I am.
And I am a good person.
I am still me even if you break elements to who I am.
Anger does damage the soul.
So I am doing a purification at the end of the month.
You have mocked.
Some complained of my conversion this morning and I was asleep all morning.
But
In the middle of the night I answered someone who had spiritual questions.
I stand by my answers.
And calm responses.
But I haven’t even been in the same room as someone else since December. Except from Project Response in February.
Twice.
With professionals whose work is partially to sweep up after your mess. You’re making others miserable and pointing the finger to avoid admitting your own responsibility.
That’s not my doing.
That’s yours.
You are behaving badly.
Not me.
I know some of the lies you’re spreading.
I’m tired of fighting your lies, your rumors, your gaslighting, your abuse, and your excuses.
If it’s all a misunderstanding and you mean to direct your abuse to the one who stole my identity?
Please be more careful.
Because I’m wake up wanting to die and go to sleep that way too.
And I don’t deserve it.
You don’t seem to even be talking about the same person.
You might not be.
To repeat.
Please be more careful.

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