Some people have enjoyed watching me be annihilated.
Drama crafted for their entertainment. Always with the plan to drive me to suicide.
Some enjoyed the will she, won’t she kill herself, escape, learn the actual truth
Joshua-Andrew Davidson- arranged access, stalkers, and “games.”
People hacked me, stole from me, toyed with me, for the lols. All the while Joshua drove me into a life of filth. His final blow meant to see me commit suicide because he was not so stupid he really thought Mary could make a whore out of me.
It was just a way to drive fantasy in viewers – players.
He gamified hacking all the way up the chain to national surveillance – necessary for some but a playground for his pets.
People gossiped, gawked and shat on me – calling me such vile things. And seeing who “fell for it”
My reputation destroyed some even began to believe their own bullshit and felt I deserved the scorn of assholes and fuckwits – and the disappointment and fear of the uninitiated.
As for the love interests? They clearly knew the truth of what was happening and didn’t successfully intervene.
Some also playing around.
Some were real people whipped up by gaslighters. People who could only keep me alive and find no way to stop the disasters swallowing me whole.
I am the most defeated feeling undefeated champion and bets get placed and lies, and psych ops continue.
Because there was no stopping the debrie of the train wreck that is this side of American morality- at least in some.
And I call foul they consider themselves part of anything great. They are part of the depravity, foolishness and lawlessness that have dragged this entire country into shit.
From an English born American? Stop abusing our country’s reputation and step aside. Some of us have a clean up job thanks to you.
PS
Indeed it was just confirmed. People pay money for the access to harass me.
The person you enjoy fucking over?
Despite PTSD would still like to write her books please.
PPS
Your “access” lead to my sisters real suicide. I made it clear, quite clear. I was a real person with real family.
Which is smaller now.
Devastated
And will never heal from that loss.
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