Sylvanna Devlin

Everyone could do with someone who can:

Understand

Relate

Communicate easily.

It needs not be romantic. That door just takes some wiggling.

Of those recently in my life; As I have loved and lost.

One rejected me, and I’m not sure why.

Another vanished never to know him.

And one in the way family loves: My Sister who committed suicide.

For the first two?

No pictures, no video, no messages, barely communication. Never met, and without knowledge of looks or of which the men named Ryan or Rana, they were – should those be their names.

Others?

In the past? Some that are sadly in the past.

Parents are supposed to.

And one or two of familial type bonds.

I’ve been annihilated and when that occurred before my sister reminded me of who I am, how strong emotionally I can be.

It’s happened quite a few times now

But I wouldn’t have recovered after my own serious try at dying, if it weren’t for my sister.

And she’s gone.

I haven’t closed my heart.

But at the moment I’m grieving.

Putting myself back together.

And grieving some more.

Time – all of those sayings.